Truth and Time Tells it All

back from aust!

2009-06-14T07:14:00.000-07:00

hello!! im back from aust!!
its been a long long long long time since i blog.
hahaha. i was working all e way at a sales company called Appeco.
in the credit divison under HSBC.
HAD LOTS OF FUN. DOING GREAT IN E COMPANY.
cant wait to climb to e top. ;)

looking for a full time job with career prospect? i can arrange something for u!
anyways put this aside.

focus of e day:
i just came back from holiday!!
went melbourne and gold coast for 10DAYS
pay 1000 for e flight and etc. and spent around 1000 on SHOPPING.
had a great time. it was cold there!! but i enjoyed it. HAHA.
eat alot!! shop even more!! and get to know and see alot of stuff. love the place!!
LOVE E JUNK FOOD in mel. fries, donuts, churro and alot more.
LOVE E STREETS in mel. crowds with lot of nice handsome and pretty ppl. LOL
LOVE MY HOTEL ROOM in goldcoast. OMG!! OCEAN VIEW!! million dollar view. serious.
i miss it so much. :( gonna go there again.

Next destination i wan to go to : Mexico Cabo or Paris :))
Date: End of the yr.
wanna come with me?
LETS SAVE UP!! yooohooo!! :)))

byebye!!

Live ur life to e fullest :)

2009-04-06T06:31:00.000-07:00

read a email about a girl who is e same age as us..and past away due to some terminal disease..and i saw this..

Life is short
Break the rules
Forgive quickly
Kiss passionately
Love truly
Laugh constantly
And never stop smiling
No matter how strange life is..
Life is not always the party we expected to be..
but as long as we are here, we should smile and be grateful.

i shall try to be as optimistic girl and live my life to e fullest. :))
shall treasure my friends and family and hope to meet new ppl.
haha

cant wait for june!
im comfirm going australia, melbourne and gold coast for holiday.
although im jobless.. LOL.. but im kinda having fun.. opps.
going for my practical driving lesson tml.. EXCITED!

byebye
excited day

:)

2009-04-01T23:13:00.000-07:00

hello! its been quite awhile since a blog.
so here it is..
this week: NOTHING PRODUCTIVE.
sad. haha. but was having fun wih my gfs :)

went to help out in a 3days event at suntec. get to know some nice people :)
e interview i went for didnt reply. :(
i guess my age and working experience didnt meet e requirement.
never mind.. i shall try harder.

went powerhs yesterday.
did some crazy stuff.
feels kinda good. but not gonna do it again..haha
not healthy. :x
took some unglam pics.
hahaa overall it was fun.

feel so useless at home.

i guess tml i should start..
-call british council to make arrangement for e test..
-send out 5 more resume. LOL
-pay my library fines.. -.- cost me like $120
-view some schools and apply
-book my practical test
-call my driving instructor

if i cant find e job i wan at the end of april..
i think im gonna study then. :( dont know wat to study though.
zzzz

headache.

byebye
lazy day

Gonna be a new week :)

2009-03-15T08:04:00.000-07:00

hello!
this weekdays is a little gloomy and emo.
so i have been slacking and rotting away
but im not gonna let it go on..
tml will be a new week!! :)))

on top of all e emo-ness..
i still went out with my gfs. haha!!
this whole weekend is all about my gfs!!
on THUR night i went out with joycelyn and siti to vivo..
i bought a pair of jeans only. so sad :(
not satisfied at all..
so..

on FRI we went to salvation army in e evening near railway mall to shop for second hand clothes.
all of us went there to dig out treasure. LOL
although e outlook of e place is a little disappointing...
but there are realli cheap blazer, costume and sports equipment..
its realli fun! we tried all e shoes and ransack the whole bag area. HAHA!
and when we went to e counter to pay, we heard one of e worker there complaining on how messy the area was. LOL. opps. sorry!
after that we went coffee bean to chill. nice day!

on SAT meet up with joycelyn and siti again to SIMglobal open hs and try to know more about e course we are interested in.
i was interested in Bachelor of Arts in international hotel and tourism managment.
the course only consist of 3 sems. each sem 6mths
sem 1 is completed in SIM
sem 2 is held in switzerland
and final sem is intern at switzerland or US.
sounds cool right? haha need to learn german and french.
im realli interested but see how it goes. im aiming for e jan intake next yr :))

after that joycelyn went for her dnd and me and siti went to see e exhibition held by SP in marina square where some of our classmate is involve in it.
citymrt is super crowded then i realise there is IT fair in suntec. zzzzz
anyways we saw some really creative and interesting project but we didnt stay for long..
hate crowds. so we went singapore flyer to hangout.

we were so lucky! there is a youth concert thing going on so we join in e fun.
got high at some point.LOL i think its only us having fun. e rest of e audience are quite dead. haha!
after e concert we decided to go esplanade. AND THERE IS MOSAIC (e music festival)performance at e outdoor theatre!!
super happy! we join e in crowd
e band performing is called The Phunk Mob
E BAND IS SUPERB!!! especially e drummer John Ashley Thomas and TK on the keys
damn charming. they are realli good!!! faint.
hahaha i realli enjoyed myself that day :)) LOVE IT!

and today i went to my lecturer wedding near tanah merah. me and my friends were alittle out of place.. coz we dont realli know wat to do.
haha but we manage to get seats and e food was good.
went siti hs after that to rot and catch a movie. haha
nice ending to e emo week.. glad that i spent my weekends with my gfs. hearts. :)

byebye!
joyful day

2009-03-09T04:36:00.000-07:00

HELLO PEOPLE!

haha. im so happy! =]

there are so much things going this week..not gonna list out all.

later u will end up sleeping..

there are three most happening things this week.haha

TOP THREE CHART

3) i went for interview for the swissotel!

i dont know whether i will get it or not.. lets hope for the best!!

i was nervous during the interview but it was so much better compare to the SIA interview.

haha!

2) i found a fishing spot yesterday!!! at my aunt's club.

omg. SUPER NICE!

good view..comfortable seats...nice weather..good service..and most importantly

alot of fishes!! i was really luckily i caught 6 red snapper and 2 stupid little eels. haha

total we caught around 15 red snapper 2 eels and 3 mud skippers

really had alot of fun. :) really brighten my day!!

and im going later tonight too!! addicted already. hahaha.

although i have two blue black while struggling to reel up the fish. lol

:))))))) contented.

1) OMG. where should i start? haha. ok.. i went Sungei Buloh Wetland Reserve that day with michele to do some research.

a beautiful day turns to a long and scary day...

we explore the whole wetland just e two of us..

starting of the exploration was ok. we spot alot of weird creatures and birds. haha.

and the scenery was fantastic..its a natural setting that you wont believe u r in singapore.

hahaha exaggerating? check out urself!! :)

anyways as we were walking into the park we have attracted tons of mosis. (mosquitoes)

each of us have like 10 mosis following us. LOL

anyways as we walk further.. the place became really quiet..
and as we were walking pass a pond..out of sudden, something jump up n coz a big splash on the water. BOTH OF US FREAK OUT!! omg. i totally freak out!!

thats not e end. its e beginning of the crazy day..

after that crazy water creature..we continue to walk further in and suddenly we saw this 2-3m CRAZY monitor lizard trying super hard to escape through the fence. and we had to walk pass that crazy creature. lucky he or she is smart enough to know that is impossible and decide to give up and walk off. i freak out even more to see that super big lizard..

anyways here comes the climax.

as we are walking..WE REALISE WE ARE LOST.
but we just continue walking till we are at the back of some sheltered place that is fenced up.

no idea where we were.. but we felt relieve at least we were out of the 'jungle'..
BUT WE ARE WRONG!!!

as we were walking beside the fences.. SUDDENLY ONE GERMAN SHEPHERD POUND ON TO THE FENCE BARKING SUPER LOUDLY AT US!! TRYING TO BREAK THE FENCE!!

was worst is... THE FENCE IS HALF WEAR DOWN!!

and...that crazy dog bark so loudly till.. THERE ARE THREE MORE GERMAN SHEPHERD RUNNING FORWARD TO US!!. SHIT!!!! total 4 huge G.S.

im scare of dogs.. i think my face turn white. my legs went weak. seriously LOL

michele totally freak out too, although she has a dog herself.
so you can imagine how not friendly the dogs were.
we turn back and walk the other way out.. holding on to each other. LOL

we are so afraid the dogs will break through the fences!! and come chasing after us!!

but luckly it didnt..
OMG. FAINT.

wat a tiring day. i guess that would be my last time going there.. LOL

you should go visit that place.

thats the highlight for the week. haha. sorry alittle long. :)

byebye

excited day

Wanted: Sony Ericsson Charger

2009-03-02T06:09:00.000-08:00

faint.
my charger went missing. it disappear. seriously.
searched high and low in e morning. no where to be found.
what a start to a day. -.-
my hp battery life span is deteriorating...
so sad.
it will be dead by tml.
sigh. watever.

going to some ulu park tml with michele to research on some stuff
i dont know wat time it will end.
maybe mahjong with violet they all at night. not comfirm yet.
happy :)
hhahaha
went mahjong yesterday with them.
had a great time. laugh alot during mahjong
get to know xiao hei and xiao bai. LOL.
anyways after mahjong, three of us order mac and gossip throughout the night till 7am.
hahaha. Super updated now.
stacy went crazy gossiping. role playing and all. LOL
found out some things that is kinda sad to hear.
hai..i learn again to not judge the book by its cover..
hahaa. but was nice meet up with them :)

oh e lady i told u about reply me!! gonna go for interview on thur,noon.
wish me luck :)

nothing much i think. hope u r doing well. haha

blur. :)

byebye
hungry day

Ideassssss

2009-02-27T06:08:00.000-08:00

:))) hi!
do u like e song? hahaha
crazy over this song for e past few days..
e lyrics is so fairytale.. hahaha. romeo and juliet.
not really a fan of hers, but this song is good :))
Taylor Swift - Love Story

i blog so much this few days.. haha
becoz...IM TOO FREE. oh no..
haha.

today is a productive/ FRUITFUL day. lol
met michele and laugh alot during discussion.
coz we come out with crazy and stupid ideas for e competition. hahaha!
thinking back makes me laugh. happy :))))
kinda of excited for the competition. hope we will win!!
$$$$10,000 <- Top first
hahahaha. lets all pray. haha

oh ya. i called e lady i got to know from SIA, who do events at swiss hotel today.
im glad she still remember me, haha anyway she is a really friendly lady..omg.
i ask her whether there are any opening for interview or job opportunity and to inform me if there is any. and she told me to send in my resume to her and she will help me asked. so nice right?!
i wanna be like her next time. help people willing. hahaha

anyway looks like everything is going smoothly :)

OH NO. THERE IS ONE THING..
i mistaken e date for my appointment in nsc. AGAIN.
omg.. wats e problem with me?!!.. should be next friday and i went today.
and i rush there like hell!! spend like $20 plus for e cab fare
just to know that i got date mixed up. faint
i did e same thing for my advance test too. zzzz
serious problem..
getting....OLD!! haha.

hope u r doing well! :))))

i still dont know wat happen.
i dont wanna be played for a fool.
im disappointed. e horoscope is right..
the end.

bye bye
fruitful day

half dead

2009-02-26T05:07:00.000-08:00

the weather is crazy.
its hot then its cold.
then it makes me sick.

went sch early this morning to meet ken.
and he oveslept!! zzz
and he was late 2hrs. made me rot in library. zzz
haha. had cold this morning. felt terrible.
got worst during afternoon.
really wanna go home but i felt bad coz we were suppose to do our freelance stuff.
so i stay and continue with my autocad. every sec is a torture!
the tap is on. lol
then it got worst when we walk in the rain to e foodcourt to grab some food.
LOL
but managed to hold on till 5pm
i called my mum to fetch me and i knockoff straight away.

meeting michele tml.
hope my brain will be flooded with ideas! with e help of starbuck coffee
hahaha :)
my brother keep nagging me on whether i found a job or not..
im freaking out. trying to avoid him at home.. lol
hope to get a job soon!!

i dont know what the hell happen

byebye
dreadful day

he's not that into you

2009-02-25T08:29:00.000-08:00

hello! :)
just came back from town. tired.
but decided to blog coz there is so much things in my head right now.
went to watch he's not that into you. is a really nice show.
u should watch it!! really funny
but i think girls will enjoy the show more. haha.

the things mention in e show is kinda true though.
how girls assume things and try to gets 'signs' from the other guy
and then twist everything around to make something up. when it's not true. so sad.
however every girl in the show gets a good ending. :)

one of the guy in e show said something about..
if a guy is really interested in you, he will mean wat he say.
if he said he will call u, he will
and if he said wanna see u again, he will do anything to meet u.
so if he doesnt really do it, maybe he's not that into you..
i guess is true.. :(
so GIRLS!! dont think and assume things!! hahaha
this makes me reflect abit on myself on how i reacted to stuff.. LOL
and with my friend helping me to analyze alittle..
maybe he is really not that into me...hmm.. LOL
never mind.
im kinda sick of the word 'maybe' coming out of my mouth.
maybe he is busy...maybe he is tired..maybe he met someone..maybe..this..maybe that..
In conclusion, u shouldnt say things that u dont actually mean it. it gives false hopes.

hahaha. lets not go too far.

i shall concentrate more on other stuff then..
alright..im tired. meeting kenneth in sch tml for e freelance thing.
hope we will finish everything tml.
hope ur day went well. :)

byebye
confused day

Time Flies.

2009-02-20T00:54:00.000-08:00

all alone at home, nothing to do..
decided to look at some of the pictures i took in e past.
omg. time flies. and how me and my friends around me have evolved.
wow..scary..haha.
there are always some good and bad memories...
some u just wanna delete and forget
and some u wish u could go back in time..

saw my first diving pictures, reminded me of how i know violet, terrance, weihang, jonathan and lots more..
then going to e second and third diving trips..where more and more people disappear..haha!
and how i got disappeared too. LOL
then slowly getting to know violet's friends..stacy,apple,celeste and alot more..and went to the sea with them, my first time underage clubbing with them. haha super fun.
slowly i get to know more and more friends..
wow.. hahaha nice.

and my poly friends. i have alot of friends i know through camps and outings.. but they come and go..
im so lucky to found some true good friends who have stay with me throughout the 3yrs :)
now that im graduating, it's so sad..
coz i wouldnt need to go school
there is no more"base camp" as wat michele said haha
and so i wouldnt be able to see them everyday.
although we can always call and meet up
but as we moved on we get more and more busy..
we will not be able to see each other as often. :(
so sad. emo. lol

but watever it is and how sad i m,
all of us have to move on.
watever happens it is important to keep in touch
at least u know who u can depend on,
and who will always be there watever happens. :)
Cant wait to venture! gonna be some exciting things and drama outside!!!hahah.
and all of us get to know more friends and enemies lol.

Its nice to look back what i had been doing these years.
u should pause for a sec.
It makes u treasure and appreciate ur friends even more. :)
haha

alright i better continue with my resume..
i know...
im taking forever to finish it.
LOL

byebye!
reminisce day

happy mode

2009-02-16T22:29:00.000-08:00

hey hey.
today i can finally relax and sleep late.
this post is especially difficult to type! i dont know y..lol
i redo it like two times. anyways lets try it again..

there are so many things going on last week!
i went out with my girlfriends to town to chill, fishing with my polymates, picnic with my family, movies with gfs again and dinner with one of my friend ;)
so tired but i had a great time.

when fishing at pasir ris on last friday. we pay for 120 plus from 7am to 7pm. and we only caught ONE fish.. -.- but we had fun, play cards and stuff. haha. get to know some uncles. LOL. and he gave us four pomfrets. haha at least we brought something back home. yea!
i freaked out after fishing coz i had sunburn and flu, and i was going out to dinner e next day.
not wise. but lucky it settled down the next day. :)
haha

then...it's... VALENTINE DAY!!
i promised my cousins to go for picnic. wanted to cancel coz i was super tired but thought of their disappointed faces i decided to climb out from my bed at 8am in e morning on a SAT! and get prepared. omg. torturing.
no one prepared food. -.-
so i quickly head down to holland.v to meet my other cousin and we went to grab some sandwiches, subway cookies, chips etc. then i went to my little cousins hs to pick them up.
while waiting for them my aunts and everyone decide to join us. YEA! the more e merrier. haha and they steam some flower crabs and brought it along.
weird right? crab for picnic?
but that's just my family hahaha :)
we head down to botanic garden and get settled down at some spot near the swam lake and we had a great time. e weather was really good. but there were like five couples around us.. but..
we dont care!! hahaha

i quickly head home coz im meeting my date at around 7. :D
i was quite nervous. :x but it went well..i think. haha
had dinner at some place i had never been before.
the place is really cozy had lot of posters, ornaments and flags of..beer? haha. really nice place. e serving is really big. cant finished mine. both of us were stuffed. haha.
then decide to go to some place near my area to hang out, went railway mall for a drink. hmm.. although there were some silence moments here and there. lol but still get to know each other alittle better. :)
after awhile.. some lobster gets into stoning mode. LOL
hahaha
overall, i had fun. didnt regret going out but was guilty though. :p

just got back my two test paper yesterday. i got an A :))) haha. but the other paper i only got 67. but e highest score was 70. so i guess its not bad?
gonna book my NSC appointment today and start my resume!!
thats all!

hope u ppl had fun on ur Vday!!
if u do,then i shall hope that ur 2010's Vday will be the same as who u had this yr. hahaha

byebye
happy mode.

Sleepy...

2009-02-10T04:04:00.000-08:00

hello!
im feeling so lazy now. do u have moments like this? HAHA
but wat is worst is...i have test tml!! nothing can get into my brain. omg.
DIE.
i keep sleeping and waking up and sleep again. and e cycle goes on....
and my eyelid is getting heavy again now.. OMG!! wat happen to me!! faint.

anyways i had difficulties waking up this morning and i m late in meeting my friends.
when i reached e busstop, i saw this uncle that have a injured and infected legs? pretty bad.
then he starts telling me how he get this injury, after that he asked me where m i going..where m i studying..then how many brothers i got.. and i got alittle uncomfortable..
then he starts to say he wanted to go changi hospital from my area.*weird*
he always takes e cab but thiss time he doesnt have enough money, his whoever family member didnt give him enough.. and stuff like that.. i feel bad for him.. but i dont realli trust him.. then he ask me whether i have money to give him. but i didnt havent enough money myself and is definitely not enough to go changi. i feel realli bad..
then i started to ask him whether he wanna take bus, then i can pay for him..or whether he wanna call his family member to pick him or something.. after that e bus came but he say is ok. and i went up e bus.
i felt SO SO SO SO guilty in e bus. keep thinking about e uncle.
i told my friends about it and they said, lucky i didnt give him. but im not sure about that.. still feeling bad though.
:(

then when i reached there, i couldn't concentrate and i end up going back home. zzzz lazy day for me.

going for check up tml. im scare. hope nothing is wrong with me.
omg. there is like a hundred and one things needed to be done before this weekend. zzz
thats all i guess. better get back to my lecture notes.. :(

can't wait :)

byebye
restless day

All Plan Out

2009-02-03T05:28:00.000-08:00

Hey! havent been blogging for awhile.
i was crazy doing my project and finally it ended yesterday!
im realli happy right now!!
but i have two more exams next week. but i will relax awhile now. :)

i went shopping today!! feels realli good right now. HAHAHA.
going fishing this friday with my poly friends cant wait!.

omg. i cant believe im graduating this mth. im a little scare and excited! haha
im gonna start doing my resume and sent out as fast as i can. haha. i dont wanna be jobless after poly. im so gonna miss my friends. not be able to see them every weekday would be so sad. :(

after poly im gonna work for 1yr or so, then decide on wat i realli interested in. cant really decide between events and landscape archi. so after poly im gonna try some event company hopefully everything gonna work and i can experience somethings from there.
if i really hate it, i would go study LA. but if i enjoy working in events i will get a degree on that. so im not realli sure wat would i like to do. but i hope it will work out fine. :)

hope u r doing fine too, coz im alittle freak out now. hahaha.

nothing much realli happen recently coz im so busy with project. oh cny, it was realli bad. coz i was rushing on my project. didnt realli enjoy much, i did gamble but luck is not on my side. :(
thats all i guess.
i cant wait for e future!

Are we on e same page?

byebye
contented day

HAPPY NEW YR!

2009-01-26T19:59:00.000-08:00

hey people! haha first of all wishing all of u a very very very happy new yr. :)
no matter wat zodiac u r, it doesnt matter all of u will have good luck! haha hope u guys can get into the job and course u wan!!! CHEERS!

this yr i got quite alot of angbao but is not a realli good yr. one of my relative past away and another is in hospital, so we couldnt say things like happy new yr n stuff. so sad. life is so fragile, last yr they are still smiling happily to us, giving us angbao and now.. hai. thats life i guess. :(

i did gamble but i didnt win much this yr. hahaa. is ok. i had fun :) on top of all e celebration there is this HUGE ROCK ON MY BACK- PROJECT SUBMISSION ON 2FEB.
faint.
whenever i thought about it, my stomach feels sick. haaha. but watever it is, im gonna try my best and finished up e work. im at starbuck now. SO SAD. but im going for dinner later at dempsey, better hurry up!!

alrighty thats all for now!!
once again.. HAPPY NEW YR! :D

bye bye
half-hearted day

HAPPY EVERYDAY

2008-12-27T02:41:00.000-08:00

hello!! im back.
back from e holidays and all e parties!!!
hahaha.

i went vietnam! had fun! spend time with my family and experience different culture and learn more about e historic stories from vietnam. really cool. :)
and e crowd there is crazy!!!! coz its christmas and in addition, they won singapore in soccer. so the crowds is crazy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! seriously!
i had phobia crossing e road but is phobia is over. LOL.
I HAD TO FORCE MY WAY THROUGH THE THOUSANDS AND THOUSANDS OF MOTOR BIC. AND CARS. faint.
but i did it and im back! haha for e better!!

then when im back is all about parties. haha.
i organise my class xmas chalet party..and is crazy again!!. lol
i hope everyone had fun..coz i did. haha. ALOTS OF BOOST!
lol. i was drunk too early. lol. we decorated e place..there was food..boost..handsome and pretty girls.. everyone brought a present lol.. is was really fun.
it was our first gathering? ya.. so sad right? haha but im glad we had this party, bring us closer together! :)

then the next day i went to violet's party haha. at some pubs. last min changes i think.. im not sure y..but it was not bad.. haha more boost, poppers,christmas hat, hokkaine songs? LOL
we were at e pub my course mate use to work in!! but she quit and join another pub. but it was so coincident right?! of all e pubs.. haha.
but after that im went home, and e rest went for supper. i was tired from e party last night. haha.

then on christmas day i celebrated with my family. omg.
home sweet home. is a really lay back classic christmas party.
we had dinner at e balcony with e tv showing our vietnam trip pics.
and christmas songs playing at the background with good food.
and all my cousins and aunties around.
omg. i feel so lucky haha. :)

didnt celebrate with my sec sch friends.. feels weird.. but i guess is their best christmas party without us. HAHA. im glad i had my long lost pri sch friends and poly friends again.

now all e parties is over is time to settle down and continue to study hard!!
hahaha. thats all i guess?
cheers! i hope u enjoyed urself!

byebye!
fresh day

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2008-12-02T18:48:00.000-08:00

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ART ART n ART

2008-11-12T05:02:00.000-08:00

hello!!
its been a long time since i blog.
quite alot of things happen.
first is my project presentation. it goes well for me. :)
now i need to work on n go to e next step. e more detailed design.
which i havent start yet omg. i wasted like more than 3 days already. doing nothing in school.
just going to library to watch movies. LOL
my gfs and i just cannot concentrate doing. sigh.
and this friday i need to come out with my 2000 words essay. which i havent started yet.
omg
i think i need to start writing tml, or else im DEAD.
haha.

recently its been a art inspired period??
haha. last friday, me and michele decide to go SAM(Singapore Art Museum) and red dot.
we went to see e exhibition. e paintings...and the sculptures.
a mixture of feeling when we look at e art pieces..
cool, artistic, expressive, scary, weird, blur, eery, amazed.
haha ya. some artists are really deep. like in their own dream land.
i dont know. very deep. dont understand. LOL
some are realli cool. you realli can understand and feel it.
ya.

and i went to Art Bienalle today with my poly friends.skye kenneth and michele.
we went to e one near city hall.
hmm.. its more of a big scale art exhibition and alot of video installation.
some art pieces are realli cool, like e 3D art where you can see e art pieces moving! but its actually a concave art pieces by itself..but as you move, it can actually see e thing moving.
super cool. haha.
but i dont realli like e video installation. very chim, deep thoughts needed. and some are super emo kind.
ya.

i was depressed actually and felt emo after e whole thing.
but i m better now.
everytime after going through the museum, im always very tired.
i guess you need to use alot of ur brain to think and interperate the drawing.
ya. thats y its very tiring. haha
overall its nice to visit museum, give urself more exposure towards art and make you think more. hahaha
you should go sometime!!

i went east coast park last friday with e same grp of friends
to roller blade, chill, relax and play at e beach.
quite fun. LOL we played games by e beach, run alot and wrestle alot. lol!
cool!! :) love it!

I HATE LEROY, SPOIL MY DAY YESTERDAY. JUST BECAUSE OF MY NICK!.
i just feel that im not e shallow one, but you.
you went to see some music concert doesnt mean you know everything.
and i feel that you, going to that concert has nothing to do with my nick.
AI GONG NAI. plz, dont just shoot at me for nothing.. going to that concert is NOTHING.
dont know wat e fark is wrong with some of e guys nowadays. super AI GONG NAI.
seriously hate them. THINGS THAT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH THEM AND THEY JUST WANNA COMMENT AND DESTROY UR DAY, MAKE YOU EMBARRASSED.
omg. nothing better to do. they should just die and help e world to be a better place.

its a bad ending. but i feel better that i say it out. lol
anyways thats about it.

byebye
guilty day

TIRED OF EVERYTHING

2008-10-25T05:25:00.000-07:00

im on diet.
im so sick of FRUITS, PLAIN SOUP, WATER, MILK, YOGURT.
emotions is taking over me.

hate school.
hate project.
hate to stop myself from going out because of project.
hate to force myself to do project.
hate to wake up early for project.

hate to have flu.
hate to have cough.
hate to have period.

hate to be hungry.
hate to smell sweets stuff.
hate to see people eat.
hate to work out.

hate to transfer from mrt to bus or bus to mrt. or bus to bus.
hate to pay when taking cab.
hate to stuck in heavy rain n cab is no where to be found.

hate it that e oct mth is not over yet.
hate it when there is more receipt than money in my wallet.
hate some of my friends that cares about themselves.

hate it when e library's aircon is so cold.
hate it when i smell smoker's toxic air.

hate it rain when im playing tennis with my friends.
hate wet shoes.
hate e management office for not unlocking e tennis court when i need to use.
hate community center for not having online booking for badminton court.

lol.
thats about it.
feels good.
haha.

byebye
sick day.

Wake me up

2008-10-20T04:59:00.000-07:00

hihi.

this few days im so lazy in school.
i drag myself almost everyday to school.
realli hate going to school now.
i guess wat siti say is right.. sch holiday should be longer..
so long that we r sick of it.. n want to go school n study.
then we will produce good work.
but i guess life is too short for us to waste time like that.
sigh.
struggling to force myself to do my project. seriously.
haha

last weekend was quite fun.
friday i played badminton with my cousins n my brother.
play till i got muscle cramSsss all over... :( zzz

sat i went to meet up with skye in e evening at west coast park to catch up.
nice weather.. :) wanted to do our project,
but in e end..we were shopping for online clothes..
haha but i enjoyed myself..
but i think i will die when i know how much i spent in e online shop. i think over $150 already.
shit man. im so gonna be dead.

then sunday is about me n linna.
aww..haha..
she pick me up n we went far east to shop for HER clothes.
it was a torture.. because i didnt buy due to e online shopping i did e day before. sigh.
after that we had lunch n continue to shop.. we were at fareast e whole day..zzzzz
im feel sad for e guys that need to accompany their gf to shop for clothes.
i totally understand how you feel. lol.
GIRLS STOP ASKING UR BF TO SHOP WITH YOU! GIVE HIM A BREAK!
hahaha..
anyways wanted to catch a movie but too late, n there is not much movie to watch too.
so after that we went to play badminton at bt timah cc. near my hs.
super funny. we couldnt stop laughing during e game, then very xing ku when playing..
haha. realli funny then took pictures too.
then we chill at e hawker centre nearby waiting for her bf's call.
chit chat..laugh..gossip...haha. =p

n today...MONDAY BLUES..
zzzzzzzzzz

hope tml will be a better day.
thats all i guess. i will upload e photos of me n linna soon!
stay tune!
haha.

i have alot of flaws.
my low self esteem is taking over me again..
just hoping time can heal everything.

byebye
lazy day

Nothing Last Forever

2008-10-09T11:18:00.000-07:00

Hello!
hmm. very tired this week!!
was sick. had flu and sore throat.
All because of the IMH JOB!!.
haha i helped my friend in a event that she is working on..
she needs help, so me and yongliang went to help her.
SAI GANG all e way.. preparing e food..paste papers...bring boxes of water here and there..
prepare rooms..on top of that..we are in high heels..
omg..blister all e way..
FAINT!
perspire every single day..every single min. haha
but it was fun working together with ur friends.
haha we laughed alot. enjoyed it!!

IMH wasnt that bad..sometime they will approach u..wanna shake hand with u n stuff..
but i think is ok la.. just abit scary.
hahaha.
and we had promised linna to help her on a event that is this coming sun and mon too.
so i will need to skip sch on e first day!.
never mind. i predict there will be drama on teachers..
i dont wanna see drama too. Sick of it.

hmm.. this holiday was useless..did nothing productive.
but very fun.. i went prawning..celebrate my birthday..F1 race..work..shop..went dinner with my family.. aww..
i had enough fun. so im gonna work hard for e next project.
hahaa YooHoo..~!!

im not sure of wat im doing now..
im afraid of wat people will think..
i guess i will wait a little longer..
and get more confident..
before i move on..

people change.. people gets bored of old stuff..
thats just the way it goes..
it's e end and so get over it.
we shall cherish the people and things around us..
before it leave us again...

byebye
sleepy day

CRAZY NIGHT

2008-10-02T04:37:00.000-07:00

omgomgomgomg!!
i went dbl O on tue.
it was fun..
drank alot..
super high..
play games..
and....
and...
one more thing..
that im not gonna tell u ...
haha!!
but i enjoy myself with my gfs celebrating with me. im realli happi
:D

is my first time being drunk.
and is not as bad as i think it would be.
at least im not like stacy. haha!!
ping ping pong pong. :x

being drunk is like..
u know wat u doing somehow..
and you know wat is happening..
but everything is moving..
like..side to side. LOL
AND IT GIVES U HEADACHE.
then u dont have strength!? haha
to walk properly..
but i just know that i can forget everything like being awkward and stuff..
and just enjoy myself.
thats y im so high.
but i remember i play pool before we left. haha! :)
i was ok when we were leaving but when i got home on my bed i cant sleep at all,
i dont really remember how i feel
but all i know is.. i roll back n fore on my bed i just keep rolling.
i think i feel realli uncomfortable.
hope someone is there to accompany me. but is ok.
i still get to sleep in e end like 8 plus?

BUT!!
after that day when i realli wake up n think about it.
i can see flashes of ugly side of me in e club in my mind.
O.M.G
faint.
n some of my pictures they took
OMG. FAINT.
DAMN UGLY TO E MAX!!.
hahahaha.
OMG.
i dont know wat to say other than OMG..
hahah.
i will never let it happen again.
faint.

i just wishes i can forget about this quickly, and only remember e good stuff.
haha!.
but i realli thanks my gfs who is there for me when im tipsy and celebrate with me..
even though some of them had some problem at home and their bf and stuff....lol
thanks a million!
and some of e guys that help me to be conscious again!
LOL

overall i had fun. :)
thanks ppl.
love u lots!
cheers!

suppose to celebrate my birthday with my sec sch friends but..
i dont know all of them is busy and all other excuse.
i dont know wat to say. forget it.

byebye
suppressing day

PARTY TIME!!!! YOOHOO~!!

2008-09-28T00:17:00.000-07:00

HELLO PEOPLE!!.
ATTENTION PLZ:
MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING!!.
omgomgomgomg!!!
hahahaha.
super fast!! time flies!!!

next wed is my birthday!!.
i havent really plan, but with e help of my friends i have a party!
hahah!.
monday im going out with my poly friends for dinner,
coz siti is not free on wed. hari raya for her.

then wed im going to have dinner and club at double o with my gfs and alot of other people!!
i hope its gonna be a great night.
i hope i will be super high and enjoy my day.
yea. MY day.
haha.

then tue? maybe with my sec sch friend.
but havent realli decide where to go yet. they are kinda busy i guess.
im realli excited now.
i didnt know it is next wed until this wed.

i went my friend's birthday chalet this weekdays.
it was fun. we played cards and games and play alot alot of badminton!. hahaha.
half my body aching after e chalet. then we gossip quite alot too.
get to know more ppl. :) yea~

then this weekends i went out with yongliang, linna, meiyu and kc for dinner
chill out abit..
gossip abit..
haha. it was nice to meet up with them.
after dinner, yongliang have to go meet up with e guys
so we girls went to watch midnight movie: mamamia. not bad.
then we were tired after e movie so we went home instead of meeting e guys.

yesterday night i went to watch e F1 race with my family..
near my bro office place at one raffles link.
IS CRAZY!! DAMN COOL!! LOVE LOVE IT!.
hahaha. they actually had a black sheet to block us from seeing e race,
but when e race start!! e sound is crazy!! and everyone go crazy and rip of e black sheet down!
haha and e people beside us use nail clipper to cut of e sheet. omg.
IS CRAZY. but thanks to them we get to see e race. omg.
e atmosphere were super good. e sound and e race. omg.
we were standing near e turn so e they will slow down abit and we can see racer.
damn cool. e kart are all damn polished, damn handsome.
OMG. but we only watched while like, 20 mins?
then we went to eat bak kut teh.

then after that i went to meet up with violet, stacy, phan they all
to watch another movie call my best friend's girl.
funny show, but is quite similar to e movie, The Hitch.

thats all i guess. suppose to go ah hui hs to play cards or mahjong. but i think got enough people.
so i decided to stay at home. coz is at hougang, quite far.
today im gonna go my aunt place to watch F1 and have a little party.
haha but..
super sad. Alonso is out. SOB!.
never mind. sigh.

tml im going out with meiyu to shop abit then meet up with siti and joycelyn.
i love every single day these two weeks!
see ya on my birthday people!!
IS CRAZY!! HAHA.

byebye
crazy day

Hard to get.

2008-09-16T08:54:00.000-07:00

hello people!!
my advance driving is on thur!! omg.
scared. havent study yet.

this week is a boring week.
nothing much happen.
slowly building up my men's online shop.
havent choose a name yet. thought of some but it sound too gay-ish.
hahaha.
other then that. i made tiramisu today.
IS A FAILURE!!
faint.
gonna try again tml!.
idiot.

anyway some of my gfs ask me whether i wanna go clubbing tml.
i feel like.. but most of e girls i dont realli know.
so im afraid i would be extra or something.
i think i have to be almost drunk to meet them.
hahah! then maybe i could care less and enjoy more.
i realli wanna go clubbing!!
yoohoo!

my friends is having a chalet next week.
ITS PARTY TIME!!
haha so long never meet up with my gfs.
miss them lots!!
haha. there is mahjong, blackjack, wed maybe clubbing its ladies night!!
woohoo!.
is that heaven?! hahaha
crazy girl.

OMG.
tml is result day.
i was realli excited about it at first, until my last presentation.
which crash me like shit.
omg. faint.
i dont want to see my result.
plus my brother got 3.75.
shit. im lost.
I HATE HIM. *abit
hahaha
is ok. next sem im gonna go crazy.
:)

i really interested in u.
but i dont get the replies and reaction i wan from you.
im disappointed. :(
is ok. i guess u r not e one.
lets hope someone will REPLACE U FAST!!
idiot.

bye bye
clubber-lious

I NEED A MAN

2008-09-12T05:19:00.000-07:00

omg.
faint.
i am working on my men's online shop..
and i am worried about the size and stuff. god~
and some of the style. im not sure will guys buy..
faint. i know i can sell e acc. but tshirt~.. i need help.
I NEED A MAN!! faint.

but i will work on it.
toking to some of my guys friends just makes me lose confident in this shop.
i dont know y. thinking of my guys friends just destroy me!!.
god. i need to stay firm.
watever it is.. im gonna make this happen.
maybe it wouldnt work out in e end, but at least i tried wat i wanna do.
yea. im not gonna care wat people thing.
even if i didnt earn much *which im not gonna let that happen.*
i dont care. at least i tried. yea.

alright. i think i can continue working on it.
STAY FIRM. FIND SOLUTION.

other then that. my F1 job is coming up.
but before that i need to go training for one day at some hotel to do BANQUET!!.
YUCKS ..zzz
so troublesome. just to earn that few dollars.
i wanted to quit actually but i didnt.. when i heard we will be serving e VIP..
VIP like...DAVID BECKHAM. SERIOUSLY!!.
SERIOUS VIPssSS!!!
at first when e person say we will see vip that we only see on TV.
i thought is some locals celebrities or some rich business ppl. so i didnt realli care
but it shocked me when i heard DAVID BECKHAM.
i means its not only DB there is still other famous people which i cant remember e names.
im excited!! but that is of course i get to serve at that area.
coz we will be split into the different VIP area.
there are total of 3 VIP area.
i will of course i get to see e racing cars and stuff.
thats y i agree to go for e training.
hope i can handle well during training.
AND I THINK I CAN. hahaha.

and im gonna spend my pay on shopping. B.T.H already.
its been a long time since i shop. saw alot of clothes online. im gonna grab them ALL.

Soo.. cheers to F1 job where i get to see people i dont usually see..
and.. cheers for my oncoming online shopS!
and...cheers to my new closet!!

i think is time to go clubbing too. hearts.

hoho! :x

byebye
super excited

Disappointed

2008-09-06T06:31:00.001-07:00

hello!!
today is the last day of my work at science center.
finally!.
dont really like my job.
waste time, boring and tiring.
zzz

but i met people there, they are all nice people.
some cute guys too. hahaha.
saw this guy i kinda like but i dont know..
i guess he is interested in someone else.
haha
never mind.
is realli nice to meet new people. kinda refreshing.
haha!

next week im gonna concentrate on my project and my online shops.
im gonna work extra hard. i hope i dont get lazy and stuff again..
fighting!
haha.

oh, my FTT is coming! i better double check.
i dont wanna missed it again.zz
and the in charge for the F1 job didnt called me..
zzz. im gonna call him on monday.

alot of things not done. worried,
but i will do my best!. hahaha
hope you are doing well too.

:)
byebye.
disappointed day

Miss Independent

2008-09-02T09:18:00.000-07:00

hello!
stress.
hahaha

i realli wanna go diving.
but. im tight in cash.
i start work at the science centre already.
so i might have some money next week.
if im going diving. i would use that cash. but wat about my online shops and shopping during holidays?!!
hahah. so sad.
i think i better not go diving... again~.
sigh. is ok i guess.
just concentrate on my online shops.

and i havent start on redo-ing of project.
argh.
im gonna start next week.
next week is all about online shops and studies. yea man.

i just finished watching season one of : The Hills.
u know? is a english tv series shown in mtv channel.
nice show. u can catch it in mtv website!
u get to watch all the seasons!! GOOD
one thing that im sad when im watching, is that, the people in that show are of the same age as me.
damn it?!! same age and they get to buy houses, drive bmw, have internship at teen vogue magazine... etc etc etc~!
is real life for ur info. they do live like that. super cool.
watever. haha

so tiring at work today.
we stand all day long, so to earn that 5.50 per hr paid. fark.
im gonna be team coordinator next year.
im in crowd control now. so boring. just standing around stopping people moving in and out.
argh.
never mind.
its all about the money!
:)

gonna paint my nails and sleep.
have to wake up at 630 tml.
omg.

for money,
cheers.
haha
hope u have a nice day!

byebye
tired day

i believe

2008-08-24T23:55:00.000-07:00

hi ppl!
yup is holiday!
i got another job! haha
in IT fair starting this thur.
yea. im working damn hard. haha

anyway today i post to set some goals.
if not i will just watch drama and work everyday until my school starts.
haha you should set some goals too!
lets divide into personal life, studies and work

Studies:
i need to work on my photoshop and sketch up model.( a 3D computer model)
yea. i need to finished up e model and transfer to photoshop to make it nicer.
Actually i already did it in my last presentation before the holiday starts.
but it was not good enough. my computer skills are not as good.
thats wat lecturer say. :(
yea. so i gonna prove them wrong.
i need to do 6 perspective. GOOD ONES.
and im gonna re-organise my panels. make it nice and stunning.
and i need to redo my construction detail.
i can do it.
there is alot to do. but i can do it.
yes.

Work:
im gonna work for e best as i can. and know people and enjoy myself as well. :)
also..hope i can meet some handsome people..
HAHHA.
nonono!! FOCUS.
yea.
after the IT fair job. im gonna use the money to order e guys clothes i wan.
and after i ordered, im gonna start designing the blog.
and once the order is here. i can start selling.
:)
i was thinking whether to get a guy partner to do this online shop with me.
but im not sure. i dont wan to upset myself again. or watever issue that will happen...zzz
i can do it myself.. yes.
i realli hope i can earn some profit.
is not going realli well for my current online shop.
not enough customer. i tried hard. i tried to promote and stuff..but is not enough.
but im not gonna give up.
im going to work hard for my guys online shop
fighting!~

next!

Personal:
hmm...
wat should i set? i dont know..
im not expecting a bf..
im not realli interested in going to a date anymore..
i dont realli wan volume dating (it means to go on date with alot ALOT of guys and hoping or not to find someone special)...
oh no.. im so.. going to be single for life. hahahha
i believe i will meet that special guy someday. where magic happens.
hahaha. smile
anyway
i guess i just wanna spend more time with my family.
love them alot. :)
hugs

oh yea. and im gonna set a target of $30,000 earning for my facebook Texas hold'em poker.
hahahaha.
currently is only $2575.
i can do it!! damn it!!
hahaahaha!!

thats all i guess.
haha
im gonna start all this next mon. :)
two days for me to enjoy and start work on thurs!
going back to watch my movie.
i watched two English tv series call
lipstick jungle and private practise. is good. not bad.
if u like grey anatomy you would like private practise.
now im gonna watch 'because i said so' act by mandy moore and etc.
i know all this show from star world channel in scv.
LOVE IT~!!
chao~

enjoy ur holiday!!
thanks for reading! :)

byebye
Glad day

After Tsunami

2008-08-21T23:16:00.000-07:00

hi ppl.
finally all e project and all the tsunami is over.
im very fortunate that im one of e survival. haha
but i m badly wounded.
please donate money for me by visiting:
www.declosetaffair.blogspot.com

hahaha.
phew. everything is over. im glad.
but it was not a good ending.. hai.
disappointed by myself. i promised for e next project im not gonna let this happen.
i promise to four races gods.
please bless me.
thanks you. hahaha
as if they have Internet connection up there can see my blog.
HAHAHA.
lame.

alright. not im gonna concentrate doing my online shop.
im gonna start a guys online shop myself and
continue with my women online shop with my friend.
hope u all can support me!!
greatly appreciated.
haha.

anyways i got two jobs already during this holiday.
one is working at science centre for some robotic competition and another one is selling stuff at F1 race thing. :)
FIGHTING.. and plus my two online shop.

i went to watch two movies after my submission.
Journey to the center of the earth and money no enough.
both is good.
journey to the center of the earth was very dramatic. very creative!! very exciting.
you should go and watch!!.
and money no enough was really touching at the end of the movie..
so sad. i cried.
i will never gonna let my parents suffer like that!!
NEVER!!
i promise to all four races of gods.
haha.

and i going to continue watching drama!! haha
and i found out that yongliang my sec sch friend is watching 'we got married' too!!
after reading my blog.
nice right?!!! hahahaha
all of you should watch seriously!! its nice!!
A!
haha.
now im watching a enlish tv series called Lipstick Jungle.
quite similar to sex and the city. is about this three women. two married and one single.
toking about love and managing both family and work and handling work load and stuff.
if you like sex and e city then u should watch this too!,
but i prefer sex and e city more. hahaha. :)

alrighty im gonna go fishing..prawning..earning money..going pulau ubin and enjoy myself during holiday.
of course i cannot forget undo-ing my project stuff for my portfolio

WEEE!!!
i hope all of you can enjoy urself too!!
play hard!!

byebye
happy day

FightinG!~

2008-08-04T07:31:00.000-07:00

hi ppl!
im back!
i just finished making sushi.
hahaha.
yup.
SUSHI.
i just feel like doing it. so i ask my mum to go to e supermarket to get e ingredients.
easy.
the rice is damn nice. haha
i think is quite a success. :)
tml im going to bring some for my gfs.
=)

this week still e same. gonna work on my project!
i already plan out want i need to do for each day so that i will not rush at the very end.
i must push myself. coz i always get lazy and i will try to postpone e stuff i plan.
is always like that. thats wat im feeling now...-.-
thats y im blogging to get me motivated. haha

hmm.. other then project there is another thing that keeps bugging me...
thats is.. going oversea to study.
i really wanna go.
if i need to further my studies it would be in new zealand.
coz there is a school there that is very popular for their landscape architecture course.
but..e problem is money!! TON! TON!! TON!!!! (money in korean)
ARGH..
hai. keeps bugging me until i didnt sleep well today. i dreamt that i cannot go in the end coz of money.
and i got very stressed up. and..
then i woke up.. and i couldnt get back to sleep
keep thinking of the money needed for the oversea studies.

omg.. im got even more stressed up. and i start to believe that i really might have not enough money to go!!
that is like 5:30am -.-
then i took a short 10min nap and i get ready for sch at 700am.
zzzz..-.-

i never thought of things like..having no money to do things i wanna do.
is always about not having enough money but still.. it will pop out somewhere for me. LOL

im worried. i start to ask my course mate for her experience in N.Z during lunch break
she said i need about $180k min. to complete e degree including my living expenses n stuff
im like.. omg.. $180,000?!!
$$$$$$$$$
SCHOOL FEES : $30,000 yearly. which make it $90,000 for whole 3 yrs.
LIVING EXPENSES: $1600 monthly, which make $57,600 for 3yrs
RENTAL FEE: ?! say maybe $550 monthly, which make $19,800
OTHERS: $4000
TOTAL: $ 171,400

FAINT~
how how how!??!
if i were to work for 1 yr before going..
lets say 2000 a mth. wtf?!
only $24,000
FAINT.
thats y im so stress...

i finally have courage to tell my mum about it.
she said need alot of money...then i told her about e 90k school fees..
she was abit stressed too while driving..
but..
she didnt discourage me though.
she say dont know bank can borrow how much and stuff.
then she say i can work for that 1yr first while waiting for e reply from sch. save up some money.
she say about using bank loan first. see how....
she say if i wanna study then study lor..money think about it later.
i feel abit relieved. but upset..
hai..
i dont wan to make my mum suffer...
fark.

never mind.
im abit motivated now with some of my mum support. im going to work harder for her and me.
FIGHTING!~.

sorry that my entry is abit long. haha
r u having problems too?!
i guess everyone at our age is worried about wat they are gonna do after jc or poly..
you also support me ok?!
haha whoever you r.
:) loves.

going back to my layout then planting plan.
aza aza fighting~!

byebye
gladful day

I LIKE IT

2008-07-28T07:50:00.000-07:00

I MISSED MY ADVANCE TEST LAST WEEK.
and i have postpone it to 18 sept.
faint.
coz of e singapore flyer.
(one of the activities in SGF conference *singapore garden festival)
..zzz
haha.
and tml is my next followup appointment at NSC.
another $70..hai.
never mind. :)

anyway i have wasted 1 week already.
have i wasted? i dont know. but i did abit...abit of brainstorming.
hope it helps!
haha.
now i need to do my autocad layout.
DAMN LAZY.
shit.
slag for e whole day already.
when i saw my classmate msging me asking me to jia you.
coz she heard that i went west coast to do my layout yesterday.
but i felt very guilty..coz i didnt do much. i did change but it doesnt look good.
hai.
tired of it..
so i went to my aunt place to relax.

COME ON!!
FIGHTING!!~!!

yes.yes.yes..
yes yes yes..
$1500
$1500!!
$1500!!!!
OEI!! DREAMING ARH!
yes yes yes..
sorri toking to myself again..
:x
i need to add oil already.
i have alot of things to do!!
omg. im scare.
this week i cannot be lazy!
full boost!
yea.
aza aza~!

oh ya.
there is a new korean singer that i really like now.
she is called seo in young
she is damn sexy. her body is hot. although she is abit short and skinny but i like.
i know about her from the variety show that i introduce to you guys at the previous entries.
''we just married'' remember?
super nice!! haha
anyways.
she got her new album call ''Elly is Cinderella."
e previous one was called ''Elly is hot''
both album is really nice.
go check it out:
new album.
"i like it" ft crown j
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9x5HA_retXA&feature=related
cinderella
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QsuQcDoRwGQ&feature=related

is either you like it or hate it.
:)

alright better hurry on my layout now.
FIGHTING!~!!
$1500.

hope you r doing well!!
fighting too!!
ok?
hahhaah

byebye
faineant day.

The Perfect Cut

2008-07-24T07:07:00.000-07:00

hi ppl. :)
these few days nothing much exciting.
now changing abit on my layout plan.
and attending the singapore garden festival talk.
OH YA. and i mistaken my advance test date. is not today but tml.
and i freak out as i thought i will be late.
i rushed to e test room, running. and beg e person to let to take e test like some desperate girl.
but in e end my name was not showed in his list of candidates.
he asked me to double checked. and i found out that is actually tml.
PAISEI TO E MAX!!!!!!
never mind. -.-

during one night, i happened to watch the show: perfect cut, about plastic surgery on channel u.
i m not crazy for that show, but for that episode, i was realli moved by it.

.. its about this guy called skye who is a personal trainer in e gym that is really handsome and built..asking a realli fat, not very pretty but optimistic girl to be his gf.
omg.
and he realli like who she is and not how she look.
im so touched.

however,
whenever they go out on dates, the girl is never happy.
coz of how public look at them and stuff
she feels that she is not good enough for him.
and how she is making him a laughing stock...
man.. super sad. i cried again. :(
i know la..lousy la..but i totally understand how she feel.
its super torturing for her.
aww...
super sad can?.. sobs..
:(

but i doubt there is this kind of guys existing in singapore.
this is wat u hear in reality at our age..
''LOOK LOOK LOOK!!
WAH CHIO BU..
LOOK AT THOSE LEGS..
WAH..HOT HOT!!
WAH..I THINK D CUP ARH OR F?!!..
UP ARH!..
DAMN CHIO SIA.
HENG MEI SIA..''
and after saying that..they will take notice of those girls for sometime..
and ask for their no. if there are opportunity..

-.- sigh.

these is wat i have been hearing and seeing from guys.
of course, when u start asking them.. they will start to say look doesnt matter and all..
BULLSHIT.
hai..
handsome guys will never fall for ugly girls.
it will only happen in drama.
:( sadly but true.
sigh.

however, i believe this type of man will exist when u get older.
when people are more mature.
and started to realise that looks REALLI doesnt matter, is e heart that matters.
haha.
maybe not.. maybe it will turn out worst..
looks doesnt matter, e money in e bank that matters.
shit man.
hahahaha.

lets just dream that 'TRUE LOVE KISSED'
and make us all.. a happier person..
yar?
hahaha.
so sad right.

sorry this post is abit long
hope u enjoy reading.
chao~!

byebye
pleased day

Waiting..

2008-07-21T05:33:00.000-07:00

hello.
this week im gonna start doing my project.
gonna Fighting~! again!
haha

as i was searching for some nice designed shelter...
i dont know how i arrived to youtube watching a walk to remember song tracks.
wow.. nice movie.. nice songs..
it been a long time since i listen to it.
but its still as good as i first hear. LOL
seriously..
all e songs are so..crazy in love kind of lyrics..
haha
aww..

i did wondered.. does this type of love existed?
without having some disease or some realli realli sad things..
lol.
coz it always comes with that.
but that wat they call the 'love test' i guess.
you got to go through that..
hahaa.
:p

i dont hope much.
but still there is still a little corner in my heart hoping it does happen to me.
haha.
who doesnt want it?? right?

anyway my fav song: Someday We'll Know
lets all recall back the movie and enjoy the songs...
aww..... haha..
hearts.

Someday we'll know,
If love can move a mountain...
Someday we'll know,
Why the sky is blue...
Someday we'll know.,
Why I wasn't meant for you...

byebye
contented day

REBOOT

2008-07-17T09:16:00.000-07:00

hi ppl!
haha.
just feel like posting some of the things that happen today.
i 'saw' both my ex today. sad?
lol
one with his gf.
and another one seen in friendster.
my friend ask me to let him see. so i just show him..
yes. memorises flooded..
sad?
i dont know..
feel abit disappointed of myself.
not attractive enough?
haha.
watever. its over.
=]

anyways today i went to have dinner at bali thai with my brother and mum.
we ordered alot. anyway thats not e main thing.
when we are on e way going to e car...
in e lift there is this stupid RUDE LIKE SHIT AUNTIE
that say so loudly ''EXCUSE ME!!!!''
FARK HER.
HOW DARE SHE TOK TO MY MOTHER LIKE THAT.
SHE WILL DIE TML.
TOO BAD.
i hate her.

anyway i think its been a long time since i question myself about self esteem and confidence.
untill yesterday that jackson brought it up..
haha
i dont dare to face it, i guess.
its a empty shell anyway.
now..
im trying to protect e cover.
so please...please..
anyone..whoever..everyone..
dont force it to break plz..
haha

on sat is my friend birthday...
aww.. i wish i have money.
never mind.
dont think so much..
dont get stress up so much things.
lol.
FIGHTING.
oh ya.
im going to start doing my project next week.
not everyday is sunday~..zzz
haha.
aza aza

i just put a song in my blog!!
is it nice? is from the drama that i am watching now.
i love the song.
hope u enjoyed it too. :)

FINALLY MEET MY BABY:
http://www.montblanc.com/products/diamondjewellerycollection.php#
Montblanc 4810 ring...
ring in white gold and diamond...
hearts~
lol. faint.

sleep early!

byebye
just another day day

FATED TO LOVE YOU

2008-07-16T09:00:00.000-07:00

SOBBSS!!~!!
SOBSS!!
e drama so sad.
i cry like crazy just now..
so sad.. i think i use up almost 20 pieces of tissue..
sobs..
wah..
PPL!: FATED TO LOVE YOU
MUST WATCH.
damn nice.. so sad.. aww..

ok.. done. stop it.
ok.
breath in. & out.
alrighty.

im busy watching fated to love you this few days..
i have been busy stressing out and get crazy with my project last week.
havent been sleeping well and all..
but now~..
IS OVER
i think it goes well.. hurray!
haha.

so now.. im enjoying for awhile.
next week i will continue..
AZA AZA FIGHTING!!
haha :)
aww.. think again..e drama is realli sad..
haha. alrighty

i tok to my friend just now and just made a bet with my friend.
i gonna prove him wrong!!
yes.
IM GONNA PROVE HIM WRONG.
IM GONNA DO IT.
im gonna loss 4kg in 2weeks.
everyone is witness now..
i cant run now..
shit. LOL
I WILL DO IT!!! YES!!
FROM TML ON.
i know u are laughing damn it..
stop it. ok? common...
haha

anyway my friend also suggested me to open a man's apparel online shop.
and he will definitely get customer for me.
im gonna look into it.
its a good idea.
FIGHTING!!
MONEY COME COME..COME COME MONEY!!
haha

hope i made u laugh.
hehe.

although i know we are impossible.
but im contented with what it is now..

byebye
smiley day

TIRED

2008-07-08T09:40:00.000-07:00

:(
:(
:(

im tired.
im doing my layout from morning till now..
my eyes are tired..
looking at e computer half a day.. im tired.
sob
but i have no choice.
have to finished!!! sobs.

i just make a cup of coffee to stay up late.
i dont know whether e layout i design is it ok or not.
im worried. but i have no time.
no time to consult my lecturer...
no time to explore for more ideas..
sob.
i hate this period of time..
last minute work.. sob..
i cannot do anything else other then complain and continue doing my work.
haha.
sigh.

have you found someone new?
maybe...
sigh.

byebye
stressful day.

FightinG!~

2008-07-06T10:49:00.000-07:00

HI PPL..zzz
time check : 1:50am
i just finished my draft layout.
yea?..
gonna show zainon tml.
wish me luck.

very tired today.
rush to finished up my layout.
meet up with skye and went to west coast park to do draw.
draw till 9pm. then we went to have dinner at jurong east.
very tired. sob.
went home continue with my layout.
super boring day.. all about layout.
super stress this weekend. sobs.

on friday i was celebrating my gf birthday.
gave her a surprise at east coast. not bad i guess..
haha. then e usual us sat down.. bbq and chit chat..
bringing back memories. haha.
nice to tok to them.
hearts.
but e whole day i was worried about my layout.

sat i wasted e whole day sleeping
coz i came home about 7am on friday
and my mum birthday..so we went for dinner at my aunt club.
sobs. i never do my layout. sob
farking worried to e max.
e whole day i kept thinking about my layout.
sobs

so tired now.
i just hope that i can finished on time.
submission on next week.
i still have TONS AND TONS OF DRAWING AND COMPUTER DRAWING STUFFSSSsssss to do
omg omg..
shit....
stress up again..
zzzz..
im so stress that..
i get headache often..
i cannot digest my food properly that cause me to have diarr..
and my period is postpone. LOL
omg.

never mind.
FIGHTING
FIGHTING
FIGHTING!!
hahaha. :D

too busy to think of other stuff

byebye
Pressurizing day

Lazy Ass

2008-07-01T06:48:00.000-07:00

hi ppl.
shit
im in e lazy mood.
I HATE IT.
i cannot bring myself to do my work.
zzz..
maybe because i draw the same thing over and over again.
and im sick of it. zzz
i did alot of draft but i need to do other two more to finalise it.
then i can go on with e design
most of them started with e design already..
sobs
im worried.
sobs.

NONONONONO!!!!
I CANNOT GIVE UP.
$1500
gpa: 3.4
YES.
YES
YES!
YES!!
omg..
im awake.
hahaha.

im so broke and stress out.
broke because i need to pay for some tok that cost 100
then my gfs birthday presents..
all e brainstorming on wat surprise should give them..
gives me headaches..
and my project also..im afraid i couldnt finish on time.
and my online shop too.
im worried.
how i wish i have a bf now. to support me.
hahah
NO!!
NO!!
No!!
I got alot of gfs.
is enough.
yea. :D
dont be a weakling.
haha
shit. im toking to myself now.
ahaha.
pardon me.
haha

tml im gonna get things for my gf's birthday with meiyu..
ya then im gonna rush on my project again.
yea.

OH. I HAVENT MET MY 'PREFECT ONE'
lol.
thats all.
whoever that is reading this
hope you are doing well too!!

today when im school.
every song in my ipod
reminds me of you
you make me smile
haha..

AZA AZA FIGHTING!!
FIGHTING!!

byebye
dishearten day

Sex And The City

2008-06-27T09:47:00.000-07:00

i Love Love Love.. sex and e city.
omg.
i just came back from orchard.
i was with my gf. linna
we went orchard to shop and watch sex and e city.
i know we are abit slow. but it was still worth it.
haha. today was great.
girls night. shop around. chit chat. laugh alot.
e funniest thing was.. i spill our LARGE cup of 7up on her.
OMG. SHIT ASS plz!!
HAHAHAHA~!!
damn funny. i feel realli sorry.
but i cant help laughing during the whole movie.
hahahah!!
lucky she bought two dress..
after e movie we rush to e toilet to change.

anyway we wanted to have supper since our dinner is only nachos and popcorn..
but after e movie we went home straight. lucky.
our personal trainer inside us warn us.
haha.

yesterday was great too.. we (me linna meiyu) wanted to catch sex and e city
but it was not showing at cathay. therefore we decide to watch it today.
but meiyu was not free today. so just us.
we went starbuck and plan for linna birthday party.
OMG. LAUGH..LAUGH..LAUGH AND LAUGH!!
i love it. its been long since we spent time together and laugh so much.
haha. i miss e old days..
i miss going to school with my best friend.
anyway.
linna send me home yesterday n today.
thanks alot..really appreciate it.
hearts.

thats all i think.
LINNA, IM SO SORRY!
haha
love girls nights.

byebye
hahaha day.

Please dont treat me as a substitute..

2008-06-25T08:10:00.000-07:00

i just send my gf. skye to e bus-stop near my hs.
its a long day today. we meet up after sch for our gems class which starts 1hr later..
so we waited..when we went up to e class.. the notice say..
''Class is Cancelled Today, 25 June 08"
wth..
waste our time...

anyway then i accompanied skye to queensway to buy some stuff...have lunch..
then we went holland. to do my eyebrow.
not painful. haha :)

is a lazy afternoon. we didnt realli walk much. we just sat at coffeebean and chill. haha.
then we went westmall to buy some stationary..
zzz... tired.
then she came to my hs after that to..
try out some clothes..
have dinner..
chill..
quite fun. haha.

actually today is not a bad day..
quite tired.. but quite fun also. haha

sch as usual tml at 8..zz

i know u treat me like another friend of urs.
but..
sometimes i feel that im just a subsitute for her.
maybe i think too much..
anyway..
im not even good enough to be her subsitute...
just go with e flow..
i guess..

byebye
dishearted day

SCHOOL REOPEN!!

2008-06-22T10:08:00.000-07:00

HellO ppl!!
YEA!!~
finally school reopen!!
here i come!!
i hate it when i have to find something to do.
however this sch holiday was not bad..
catch up with my sec sch friends and family.
watch two korean dramas and one korean variety show
and did abit of my studies..haha
and quite abit of exercise..

when school reopen im going to do my best!!
FIGHTING!
lol..haha
i miss my girlfriends too. cant wait to see them tml!
i guess..
siti is going to tok about her trip to bali..
joycelyn gonna tok about her trip to hk
and me and meiyu will tok about our online shop stuff..
haha~

things that are still not settle are..
-my advance theory book
-my eyebrow(done by tml)
-the clothes i ordered for online shop
(i already email them to check on it)
-the old navy clothes i ordered
-get pictures from linna
-shopping on gss (great singapore sale)

HAHA.
done ur GSS?
BROKE?
WELL DONE!!
GOOD JOB!
hahaa.
super jealous.

this weekend my stomach gonna burst. eat very little in e morning n afternoon..
but alot at night..shit!!
I will never be hungry going out with my family.
haha
i love them alot.

hope tml i will not see those ppl i dont wan to.
hope i will get my love in first sight tml morning..
hope to see my gfs in wide smiles~!
hope i when i go atm redraw money..
my receipt will scare me with additional $1000 from my mum.
hahaha *dream on
hope watever e shares my family buy will shoot up like crazy!~!
~ thats fun.

oh. i add some pictures on e side of e blog!
i think its not bad.
hope u like it too!
haha ~ :D

OH!~! i almost forget something e guy!!!

e perfect guy! haha lets hope i get to see him tml!

everyone pray for me plz. hahaha

alrighty
byebye!!
cheery day.

Disappointed

2008-06-20T02:05:00.000-07:00

hihi.
haha.
im back from fishing this morning..
with my sec sch friends. (yongliang,mingjie and linna)

aww.. disappointed.
we didnt stay till sunrise and catch e morning fishes..
so sad. i really wanted to.. but..
i think they are quite tired..and linna sort of wanna go back..
so.. aww.. it was a bad ending..
but a great start! haha we meet up..chat and it was fun.
i have no idea how to tie e knot and tie everything together. but we ask ppl for help.
and we did it together.spend like 45 mins :)
then we had mac for supper..
under e stars..
e bright moon..
''middle'' of e sea..
e sea breeze..
wow..it feels great..
but abit cold though. haha

while we were eating.. yl caught a eel and a mud skipper.
omg!! hahaa weird ANIMALS. lol
Scary..
linna totally freak out. haha but it was so cool!
haha thumbs up!
i love fishing!! haha

anyway im watching a korean variety show named 'we got married'
DAMN NICE. sweet..romantic..sad.. aww..everything!!
e idea couple was of course crownj and in young.
e stylish,hip hop couple.
but i wanted something like alex and sinae. so romantic. haha
:) awww.. haha
you should watch it too!!
http://www.koreansubutd.com/wejustmarried.html
hope you like it!

OH. i receive a letter from e sch.
its about e NAPFA TEST!!
when i saw e word.
IT IS A COMPULSORY FOR ALL GRADUATING STUDENTS.
i almost fainted.
haha shit man. wth!!
watever.
sigh.
they should do something useful other than asking people to exercise.
idiot.
haha. anyway ya thats all

hope you all r doing well!
aza aza fighting!!

byebye
a pleasant day

Drama is HARMFUL

2008-06-12T23:04:00.000-07:00

hi ppl! im back!
im so busy. haha
doing nothing progressive. -.-

this week is mostly for all for my friends and family.
omg. shit.

lets start from monday.
oh monday i went for e drawing class that my lecturer org. not bad quite useful i think.
then ..i went to repair my o2 hp.
i went to bugis. but.. closed down already!!
omg.. -.- wth. then i went to ask e shop at e side. where they move to.. and they say they dont know.. and i heard from my friend that jurong east outlet also closed down..
O2 sucks.

then tuesday.. oh
i went to accompany my friend, skye to NSC(national skin centre)
in e afternoon. then i rush down to radin mas cc to meet my sec sch friends for badmintion.
im late. sorri guys. but it is quite fun. but we played for only a short while. then we go and have dinner together.
i heard from binghan he is moving somewhere near there.
and i got 'scolded' from yongliang for suggesting to go oversea after yr3.
he said 'how you gonna be millionaire if you spend like this?'
and i think he is right. haha
and linna send me and mingjie hm. THANKS!!
haha it was realli funny in e car. got all left and right mixed up. LOL

next is wed.
things were done on wed. i meet up with meiyu to discuss on our online shop stuff.
we have chosen e clothes we wan and we have decided on e blogskin and rules.
so im suppose to purchase e thing. tonight.
then i went to my cousins hs to see them. and i played with 'uncle' nigel my cousin.
he is super cute. acts like a uncle though. haha very handsome.

thurs. which is yesterday.
omg. im broke!!
i brought my cousins. natalie and nadya out for movie and dinner. with my other cousin yanjun who is one yr older then me.
we spend on....
-renting e screening room for 2hrs.. 12
(we just rented a screening room in esplanade coz e movie we wanted to watch is showing late at night.)
-popcorn.. 6
-nachos.. 5
-drinks.. 7
-snacks.. 4
-Auntie Anne.. 8
-expenses in e cafe.. 12
-jap food at esplanade.. 86
-chocolate at esplanade.. 12
-public transport : 11
total : $163
O.M.G
plus i have flu during that day and i feel like shit.
faint.
never mind. e most important thing is that my cousins are happy. thats enough.
:)
omg. lol

then finally today!!
im free. im gonna start drawing some figure and draw my perspective drawing.
finally im free today. im not gonna care about my hp today.
i have to draw at least two perspective each week!!
im gonna go that right after i finished blogging.

on top of all this!!
is e DRAMA!!
there is one day where i really feel like watching drama then i went to search for it.
omg. its so addictive!!
e korean drama i watched is call: who are you?
i stay up late just to watch e drama
e first thing i wanna do when i wake up is to watch e drama.
ITS TOTALLY A DISASTER!!
and i quickly watched finished it.. and i have slept at 4am plus for three days.. -.-
i finished watching it this thurs. -.-
omg.. but e drama is really ROMANTIC and funny.
i realli like it lot. im not gonna watch anymore drama.
idiot. my dark circle all come out already..

anyways. i have one more week before sch start..
im gonna concentrate on my studies and my online shop!
AZA AZA FIGHTING!!
(jia you in korean)
haha

byebye!
panic, motivated, sad day.
lol

THE ONE

2008-06-05T07:39:00.000-07:00

omg omg omg omg omg omg omg!!!
hahaha
ya,
thats wat i kept saying from evening till now.

i just came back from yoga class. wow.. stretch like crazy. hahah
very very good.
now my legs are wobbly. haha thats how serious it is.
anyway this is not e highlight of e day..

e highlight of e day is..
i saw e PERFECT GUY
omg omg omg..

i was in sp open house to help out. and after that around 6? ya.
meiyu accompany me to tanjang paga *sorry for e wrong spelling.
when we went up e escalator and TURN RIGHT.
and i saw him.
wow.
at first look was..
e perfect height.normal hairstyle.black or navy blue strip polo t and jean. not very muscular but still not bad.
hahah

anyway,then i try to prevent going to e same cabin.
so i went to e other one.
why?
coz whenever i see handsome guy.. i will be very nervous. haha
and then i will start sweating. so i try to prevent it.

BUT.
when e train came. he suddenly come towards our cabin.
OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!
haha i know its a small little thing. but inside my heart, i freaked out.
hahaha
MORE TO COME!..

haha
then we saw him looking at our direction...
i mean im not trying to show off but its true..ok?...lol
anyway then i try to peek at him again. LOL
and THERE!
our eyes met.
omgomgomgomg!!
he is e one. seriously.
a closer look.was..
handsome. nice eyes and clean looking. black smooth hair.
wow.
my heart stop at that point of time.
hahaha
SERIOUSLY
OMG.
O.M.G
hahahahah
anyway after then i quickly look away and i cant help but giggle n meiyu giggled too. fark.
i tried to control. but i cant!!
haha
then we got down at t.p and i couldnt stop thinking n toking about him.
and i think meiyu got abit irritated. haha

i promise.
if i see him again.
im gonna get his no.
haha
i mean he is perfect from outside. to me, he is.
but character? i dont know.
anyway lets hope we can meet again.

i bet this kind of guy..there would be tons of girls going after him..
idiot.
watever.
if it's urs. it is.
if it's not. its not
anyway its been a long time since i felt this way.
haha.
im giggling away when im typing this.
i know PSYHCO right?
hahaha.

sorri.
anyway
have you felt e same way before??
with ur current gf or bf? haha
i had this feeling twice. once in e bus. and once in e train.
wow. i love public transport now. hahahaha
anyway thats all for today i guess.
nothing progressive.

going library tml with skye.
library..hope i dont fall asleep man.
DETERMINATION!.
LOL

ok byebye!
a overjoyed day. :D

Going Well With e Plan

2008-06-01T21:28:00.000-07:00

hi ppl.
its holiday!!

yesterday one of my secondary school friend name binghan celebrate his birthday!!
and we gave him a little surprise. hope he enjoyed himself. haha
anyway. i realli like my secondary school friends.
we are just us...we dont need to act like someone else. we all know each others characters.
i dont know. its just nice going out with them. haha

i have listed out the things i gonna do for this holiday. and i have paste it on my wall. haha
basically is about study and practising my drawing and reading some books.
and also to save up money for my online shop.
me and meiyu have already found the supplier we wan. and we have already plan out everything.
we are just saving up money now, then we can buy e clothes. =)

everything is going well i guess.
hope you are doing well too!
:D

im going to my little cousins house later. i promise them to go to there hs to play with them.
haha
zzz
they are very excited. they called this morning and ask me wat time m i coming. haha
i love them alot!!

thats all!
cheers!
byebye!
a pleasing day.

I MUST BE A MILLIONAIRE

2008-05-28T09:00:00.000-07:00

hi people!!
guess wat have i been reading?
SELF-MADE MILLIONAIRE by adam khoo
hahaha. it is realli useful!! im totally inspired by it
and is actually not difficult to be a millionaire. realli!
my aim is to become a millionaire before 30
im gonna have e mindset and habit of becoming a millionaire. that is said in e book.
sound ridiculous? I DONT CARE
so im gonna plan out wat im gonna do for now.
haha

for start,
im gonna start off with opening this online shopping website. hoping to earn some money from it. and score more than GPA 3.4 so my brother would give me $1500.
omg i am super excited over e oncoming online shopping website that im gonna create.
although it is just a simple starting but. at least i have a aim.
im super excited.
i cant wait for my online shop to be created!! woohoo!!
i love this feeling where i know wat i wan to do. yea man.
and just thinking of the 1500 my brother gonna give me.. omg!! im going CRAZY!!
I MUST GET 3.4 NO MATTER WAT.
I MUST EARN MONEY FOR THE ONLINE SHOP.
I MUST!!
AND I KNOW I WOULD.
hahha.
cant wait people!!!

stay tune for more!!
wahahaha!!

byebye
ambitious day

Stay

2008-05-25T10:14:00.000-07:00

hi im back.
i just finished watch another episode of gossip girl
and i heard this song, stay by lisa loeb. love it.
gossip girl is realli good. haha but sex and e city is better haha

ok. i think about wat i did for 5 mins before blogging..
anyway.. let me see.. oh. i dye my hair. pink beige. sound scary? haha
anyway. i already dye. it looks ok. =] anyway i was busy with my project.. drawing section and stuff and i relax during weekend with my family. bought a skirt that cost $99.9 damn it. i know. im crazy. im guilty ok?
but my mother won it back. haha from mahjong. so im fine now.
haha. OMG. I HAVENT MADE PROGRESS.
i mean i did wat i suppose to do.. do my work and stuff..
but i didnt do extra.
damn it.
i need to plan again.

anyway today i walk around westmall to shop around while skye is busy doing her work.
there is this lady introducing me about this face product.
and i told her that i already went to see doctor.. and she is like. actually doctor is not realli good and..blah blah blah..
and i suddenly realise that this world is so contraditing
i mean when u do this people will say this is bad..and that is better.
but once you go and do e better one.. they will say this is bad. that is better.
i mean.. this is non stop man.
maybe you got to make your own choice.

ya.
i should make my own choice. not listening to others.
i made mistake in e past about listening to people and not judging the person myself.
sigh. yar.
but people will talk talk talk critise CRITISE AND CRITISE all when you make e choice.
i guess you just have to stand strong then.
and know what you are doing.
ya.

anyway there is nothing much about me this week.
oh ya.
i must thanks a person this week.
Jonathan. he save my life
haha me help me dl photoshop, which i urgently need it.
haha THANKS!
OH YA.
there another important stuff.
i passed my basic theory test. once.
hahaha im realli gald. i feel realli good. haha
=]
anyway go check out the song.
Stay- Lisa Loeb.
its realli nice.
gonna sleep. thanks for reading.

byebye
normal, gladful day.

Read e Ingredients!

2008-05-19T02:34:00.000-07:00

i m a loser. damn it
i suppose to work on my design on plan. but i only thought of two designs which dont realli work.
shit.
i couldnt think of any design. *i know is an excuse. damn.
and i watch sex and e city again. damn.
ok im gonna concentrate doing after this blog.

just as i m going to settle down and concentrate doing my work after watching sex and e city..
i took sour cream & onion lays chips. i know SIN!!
haha but watever. it says made with 100% real sour cream..
but when i look into e ingredients section.. it say:
etc etc..Less than 2% of the following: mono-diglycerides,suger,salt,dextrose, etc etc, corn starch, SOUR CREAM.
wth right?
haha watever.

shit. my aunt just called and ask me to go down to her place for dinner. and i have no time to do my design. shit. hahahah
watever. im gonna do it after im back.

thats all for now.
byebye!
sneaky day

Useless Me

2008-05-15T18:02:00.000-07:00

i got scolded from my brother yesterday.
for not working hard in my study.
i lied about my result to him..i said i got 2.7 *actually it was even lower.
anyway
he say
'' wth. and you still can sit here and watch tv all!''
''you wan to get a normal, average result is it?!''
''then next time you get a normal job and everyday earn that normal,average salary isit!?''
''and then everyday save like $100 each day.. and you cannot even afford ur own hs is it?!''
i was like thinking..of course not..

he continue lecturing me
'' you should be scoring at ur course!''
then i went back to my room and read my storybook.
super depressed.

on top of that. he had e quality to scold me.
my brother was a slacker until sec 3.
then he started working hard and become e top scorer in e school.
then he went to HCJC and again always get the top 10 or top 5 in class.
he was also very good in sports in school and outside
he joined triathlon and win something.
he is very good at swimming so he teach rich kids how to swim and earn like $80 EACH lesson
then he went to NUS and study i dont know.. something to do with money.
his part time job was working in banks. unlike me.
when he is in army he become a commando.
after army he look for jobs and he change a few job in 1 yr
every job he change is higher salary then e previous one
he is good right?
sigh.

from young i was taught not to be just a average normal girl that get a normal salary.
hai.. i know.. of course i dont wan that to happen.
thats why to me money is everything. relationship and everything cant make you something.
money money money!!
I WANNA EARN ALOT OF MONEY AND THROW ON MY BROTHER FACE
i gonna stick to my aim.

idiot.
i had second thoughts on my aim actually.
about studying stock market and shares after poly.
and then be a broker or invest on shares.
fast money. of course,
i know this can earn and also lose alot of money.
i mean everything you do have risk.

the bottom line is..
if you wanna do anything.
either you be e best in it..
or else dont do it.

hai. i really wanna show my family that im something.

im going to study hard now!
going back to discussion time..
byebye
=)
motivated day

A Fruity Day

2008-05-13T06:46:00.000-07:00

hello everybody!
haha
in e morning i was late again for school as usual..
we had a talk from npark. quite boring but its quite useful
then we went back to class and we had group discussion again.
although there is alot of arguments but from the arguments we had solution.

after school i ask e yaya sister to accompany for a while coz my yoga lesson start at 7pm.
and i had to treat them fries from mac. idiot.
all bitches. haha
but we are going SHOPPING tml after school. yea!!
but shit..im going to be broke again. sigh.

during yoga its also very fruitful coz its only me and my cousin so e instructor concentrate on us.
therefore we got every positions right. haha

ITS INDEED A FRUITFUL DAY!
hahaha
my friend reminded me of this word. lol

there is gems tml. till this date, i only went for gems twice. haha but my attendances is full
thanks to my dearest girlfriends. hahaha muacks!

byebye!
super happi day :D

Love Actually

2008-05-12T06:37:00.000-07:00

HI! :)
haha.
i just finished watching 'Love Actually' from web.
omg. its so sweet. haha =)
although its weird to watch now. but i just feel like watching it.
aww..so sweet.
haha

and i just did something realli stupid while watching the movie.
sigh. i shouldnt have say that. shit. zzz
damn it. now i have to think of how to face him for e rest of e yr.
zz. watever.zzz

so..im suppose to do my homework which is to sketch the underpass thing. but i havent. im gonna do it right after i finish blogging. haha
its a crazy day today. keep laughing from start till end of lesson. haha
love it!.

and today i thought i saw him at the school busstop. i almost freak out.
i wanted to turn and walk another way.. but..when i take a second look. it not him.
phew. i dont know wat im scare of realli.
no, i know.
i lose in this relationship.
now that i got this pimple face. he must be thinking lucky we broke up early.
WATEVER. fark it.

anyway yoga tml. not realli excited.
but i still have like 15 lessons to go.
god.

school at 10am tml. =)
i have a feeling i will be taking cab again. sigh.
anyway cant wait to see my friends.
i miss fishing. i guess i need to organise a another fishing outing! haha

byebye!
a balanced day -.-

THE NEW ME

2008-05-10T08:58:00.000-07:00

Im BACK! for good
im a changed girl now. haha
watever. haha

im gonna blog my every step towards my rich girl dream.
hoho~. u may find it lame.
but at least this will keep my determination going. haha

tml is mother's day. so my family went out to The Cathay to have dinner to celebrate mother's day in advance.
after dinner me and my mum went to fetch my dad.
on e way there, i ask her about going oversea to study after poly..
she disagree.
im sad
*emo
i think she is worried.
and i think she thinks i will give up half way. watever
never mind.
i got a new aims.

1. Get a good good result in LA (landscape architecture)
2. Get a part-time job
3. Work at a good company for 2yrs or more.
4. Then decide on whether to further study.. or work till i have enough capital..
5. To open my very own cafe! and more and more cafessss!!

thats my aim for now. i hope it will come true. haha
watever it is..
DETERMINATION IS EVERYTHING.
this blog will keep reminding of my goals.

i will not think of having a bf anymore.
plus with my pimple face. i give up.
haha.
i just wanna be rich and sucessful.
family and friends are enough for me. :)
RICH RICH RICH.
MONEY MONEY MONEY.
hohoho!.

oh ya. i just finished my presentation and it went well for my team. the environment team!
haha
thxs to siti. she did a great job. :)
it a good start for everything else. hahaha.
cheers!
tml mahjong with my aunties. say im old and boring. i dont care.
they are realli cool. haha

byebye!

cheers
happi day.