I LIKE IT

I MISSED MY ADVANCE TEST LAST WEEK.
and i have postpone it to 18 sept.
faint.
coz of e singapore flyer.
(one of the activities in SGF conference *singapore garden festival)
..zzz
haha.
and tml is my next followup appointment at NSC.
another $70..hai.
never mind. :)

anyway i have wasted 1 week already.
have i wasted? i dont know. but i did abit...abit of brainstorming.
hope it helps!
haha.
now i need to do my autocad layout.
DAMN LAZY.
shit.
slag for e whole day already.
when i saw my classmate msging me asking me to jia you.
coz she heard that i went west coast to do my layout yesterday.
but i felt very guilty..coz i didnt do much. i did change but it doesnt look good.
hai.
tired of it..
so i went to my aunt place to relax.

COME ON!!
FIGHTING!!~!!

yes.yes.yes..
yes yes yes..
$1500
$1500!!
$1500!!!!
OEI!! DREAMING ARH!
yes yes yes..
sorri toking to myself again..
:x
i need to add oil already.
i have alot of things to do!!
omg. im scare.
this week i cannot be lazy!
full boost!
yea.
aza aza~!

oh ya.
there is a new korean singer that i really like now.
she is called seo in young
she is damn sexy. her body is hot. although she is abit short and skinny but i like.
i know about her from the variety show that i introduce to you guys at the previous entries.
''we just married'' remember?
super nice!! haha
anyways.
she got her new album call ''Elly is Cinderella."
e previous one was called ''Elly is hot''
both album is really nice.
go check it out:
new album.
"i like it" ft crown j
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9x5HA_retXA&feature=related
cinderella
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QsuQcDoRwGQ&feature=related

is either you like it or hate it.
:)

alright better hurry on my layout now.
FIGHTING!~!!
$1500.

hope you r doing well!!
fighting too!!
ok?
hahhaah

byebye
faineant day.

The Perfect Cut

hi ppl. :)
these few days nothing much exciting.
now changing abit on my layout plan.
and attending the singapore garden festival talk.
OH YA. and i mistaken my advance test date. is not today but tml.
and i freak out as i thought i will be late.
i rushed to e test room, running. and beg e person to let to take e test like some desperate girl.
but in e end my name was not showed in his list of candidates.
he asked me to double checked. and i found out that is actually tml.
PAISEI TO E MAX!!!!!!
never mind. -.-

during one night, i happened to watch the show: perfect cut, about plastic surgery on channel u.
i m not crazy for that show, but for that episode, i was realli moved by it.

.. its about this guy called skye who is a personal trainer in e gym that is really handsome and built..asking a realli fat, not very pretty but optimistic girl to be his gf.
omg.
and he realli like who she is and not how she look.
im so touched.

however,
whenever they go out on dates, the girl is never happy.
coz of how public look at them and stuff
she feels that she is not good enough for him.
and how she is making him a laughing stock...
man.. super sad. i cried again. :(
i know la..lousy la..but i totally understand how she feel.
its super torturing for her.
aww...
super sad can?.. sobs..
:(

but i doubt there is this kind of guys existing in singapore.
this is wat u hear in reality at our age..
''LOOK LOOK LOOK!!
WAH CHIO BU..
LOOK AT THOSE LEGS..
WAH..HOT HOT!!
WAH..I THINK D CUP ARH OR F?!!..
UP ARH!..
DAMN CHIO SIA.
HENG MEI SIA..''
and after saying that..they will take notice of those girls for sometime..
and ask for their no. if there are opportunity..

-.- sigh.

these is wat i have been hearing and seeing from guys.
of course, when u start asking them.. they will start to say look doesnt matter and all..
BULLSHIT.
hai..
handsome guys will never fall for ugly girls.
it will only happen in drama.
:( sadly but true.
sigh.

however, i believe this type of man will exist when u get older.
when people are more mature.
and started to realise that looks REALLI doesnt matter, is e heart that matters.
haha.
maybe not.. maybe it will turn out worst..
looks doesnt matter, e money in e bank that matters.
shit man.
hahahaha.

lets just dream that 'TRUE LOVE KISSED'
and make us all.. a happier person..
yar?
hahaha.
so sad right.

sorry this post is abit long
hope u enjoy reading.
chao~!

byebye
pleased day

Waiting..

hello.
this week im gonna start doing my project.
gonna Fighting~! again!
haha

as i was searching for some nice designed shelter...
i dont know how i arrived to youtube watching a walk to remember song tracks.
wow.. nice movie.. nice songs..
it been a long time since i listen to it.
but its still as good as i first hear. LOL
seriously..
all e songs are so..crazy in love kind of lyrics..
haha
aww..

i did wondered.. does this type of love existed?
without having some disease or some realli realli sad things..
lol.
coz it always comes with that.
but that wat they call the 'love test' i guess.
you got to go through that..
hahaa.
:p

i dont hope much.
but still there is still a little corner in my heart hoping it does happen to me.
haha.
who doesnt want it?? right?

anyway my fav song: Someday We'll Know
lets all recall back the movie and enjoy the songs...
aww..... haha..
hearts.

Someday we'll know,
If love can move a mountain...
Someday we'll know,
Why the sky is blue...
Someday we'll know.,
Why I wasn't meant for you...

byebye
contented day

REBOOT

hi ppl!
haha.
just feel like posting some of the things that happen today.
i 'saw' both my ex today. sad?
lol
one with his gf.
and another one seen in friendster.
my friend ask me to let him see. so i just show him..
yes. memorises flooded..
sad?
i dont know..
feel abit disappointed of myself.
not attractive enough?
haha.
watever. its over.
=]

anyways today i went to have dinner at bali thai with my brother and mum.
we ordered alot. anyway thats not e main thing.
when we are on e way going to e car...
in e lift there is this stupid RUDE LIKE SHIT AUNTIE
that say so loudly ''EXCUSE ME!!!!''
FARK HER.
HOW DARE SHE TOK TO MY MOTHER LIKE THAT.
SHE WILL DIE TML.
TOO BAD.
i hate her.

anyway i think its been a long time since i question myself about self esteem and confidence.
untill yesterday that jackson brought it up..
haha
i dont dare to face it, i guess.
its a empty shell anyway.
now..
im trying to protect e cover.
so please...please..
anyone..whoever..everyone..
dont force it to break plz..
haha

on sat is my friend birthday...
aww.. i wish i have money.
never mind.
dont think so much..
dont get stress up so much things.
lol.
FIGHTING.
oh ya.
im going to start doing my project next week.
not everyday is sunday~..zzz
haha.
aza aza

i just put a song in my blog!!
is it nice? is from the drama that i am watching now.
i love the song.
hope u enjoyed it too. :)

FINALLY MEET MY BABY:
http://www.montblanc.com/products/diamondjewellerycollection.php#
Montblanc 4810 ring...
ring in white gold and diamond...
hearts~
lol. faint.

sleep early!

byebye
just another day day

FATED TO LOVE YOU

SOBBSS!!~!!
SOBSS!!
e drama so sad.
i cry like crazy just now..
so sad.. i think i use up almost 20 pieces of tissue..
sobs..
wah..
PPL!: FATED TO LOVE YOU
MUST WATCH.
damn nice.. so sad.. aww..

ok.. done. stop it.
ok.
breath in. & out.
alrighty.

im busy watching fated to love you this few days..
i have been busy stressing out and get crazy with my project last week.
havent been sleeping well and all..
but now~..
IS OVER
i think it goes well.. hurray!
haha.

so now.. im enjoying for awhile.
next week i will continue..
AZA AZA FIGHTING!!
haha :)
aww.. think again..e drama is realli sad..
haha. alrighty

i tok to my friend just now and just made a bet with my friend.
i gonna prove him wrong!!
yes.
IM GONNA PROVE HIM WRONG.
IM GONNA DO IT.
im gonna loss 4kg in 2weeks.
everyone is witness now..
i cant run now..
shit. LOL
I WILL DO IT!!! YES!!
FROM TML ON.
i know u are laughing damn it..
stop it. ok? common...
haha

anyway my friend also suggested me to open a man's apparel online shop.
and he will definitely get customer for me.
im gonna look into it.
its a good idea.
FIGHTING!!
MONEY COME COME..COME COME MONEY!!
haha

hope i made u laugh.
hehe.

although i know we are impossible.
but im contented with what it is now..

byebye
smiley day

TIRED

:(
:(
:(

im tired.
im doing my layout from morning till now..
my eyes are tired..
looking at e computer half a day.. im tired.
sob
but i have no choice.
have to finished!!! sobs.

i just make a cup of coffee to stay up late.
i dont know whether e layout i design is it ok or not.
im worried. but i have no time.
no time to consult my lecturer...
no time to explore for more ideas..
sob.
i hate this period of time..
last minute work.. sob..
i cannot do anything else other then complain and continue doing my work.
haha.
sigh.

have you found someone new?
maybe...
sigh.

byebye
stressful day.

FightinG!~

HI PPL..zzz
time check : 1:50am
i just finished my draft layout.
yea?..
gonna show zainon tml.
wish me luck.

very tired today.
rush to finished up my layout.
meet up with skye and went to west coast park to do draw.
draw till 9pm. then we went to have dinner at jurong east.
very tired. sob.
went home continue with my layout.
super boring day.. all about layout.
super stress this weekend. sobs.

on friday i was celebrating my gf birthday.
gave her a surprise at east coast. not bad i guess..
haha. then e usual us sat down.. bbq and chit chat..
bringing back memories. haha.
nice to tok to them.
hearts.
but e whole day i was worried about my layout.

sat i wasted e whole day sleeping
coz i came home about 7am on friday
and my mum birthday..so we went for dinner at my aunt club.
sobs. i never do my layout. sob
farking worried to e max.
e whole day i kept thinking about my layout.
sobs

so tired now.
i just hope that i can finished on time.
submission on next week.
i still have TONS AND TONS OF DRAWING AND COMPUTER DRAWING STUFFSSSsssss to do
omg omg..
shit....
stress up again..
zzzz..
im so stress that..
i get headache often..
i cannot digest my food properly that cause me to have diarr..
and my period is postpone. LOL
omg.

never mind.
FIGHTING
FIGHTING
FIGHTING!!
hahaha. :D

too busy to think of other stuff

byebye
Pressurizing day

Lazy Ass

hi ppl.
shit
im in e lazy mood.
I HATE IT.
i cannot bring myself to do my work.
zzz..
maybe because i draw the same thing over and over again.
and im sick of it. zzz
i did alot of draft but i need to do other two more to finalise it.
then i can go on with e design
most of them started with e design already..
sobs
im worried.
sobs.

NONONONONO!!!!
I CANNOT GIVE UP.
$1500
gpa: 3.4
YES.
YES
YES!
YES!!
omg..
im awake.
hahaha.

im so broke and stress out.
broke because i need to pay for some tok that cost 100
then my gfs birthday presents..
all e brainstorming on wat surprise should give them..
gives me headaches..
and my project also..im afraid i couldnt finish on time.
and my online shop too.
im worried.
how i wish i have a bf now. to support me.
hahah
NO!!
NO!!
No!!
I got alot of gfs.
is enough.
yea. :D
dont be a weakling.
haha
shit. im toking to myself now.
ahaha.
pardon me.
haha

tml im gonna get things for my gf's birthday with meiyu..
ya then im gonna rush on my project again.
yea.

OH. I HAVENT MET MY 'PREFECT ONE'
lol.
thats all.
whoever that is reading this
hope you are doing well too!!

today when im school.
every song in my ipod
reminds me of you
you make me smile
haha..

AZA AZA FIGHTING!!
FIGHTING!!

byebye
dishearten day