Wednesday, May 28, 2008

I MUST BE A MILLIONAIRE

hi people!!
guess wat have i been reading?
SELF-MADE MILLIONAIRE by adam khoo
hahaha. it is realli useful!! im totally inspired by it
and is actually not difficult to be a millionaire. realli!
my aim is to become a millionaire before 30
im gonna have e mindset and habit of becoming a millionaire. that is said in e book.
sound ridiculous? I DONT CARE
so im gonna plan out wat im gonna do for now.
haha

for start,
im gonna start off with opening this online shopping website. hoping to earn some money from it. and score more than GPA 3.4 so my brother would give me $1500.
omg i am super excited over e oncoming online shopping website that im gonna create.
although it is just a simple starting but. at least i have a aim.
im super excited.
i cant wait for my online shop to be created!! woohoo!!
i love this feeling where i know wat i wan to do. yea man.
and just thinking of the 1500 my brother gonna give me.. omg!! im going CRAZY!!
I MUST GET 3.4 NO MATTER WAT.
I MUST EARN MONEY FOR THE ONLINE SHOP.
I MUST!!
AND I KNOW I WOULD.
hahha.
cant wait people!!!

stay tune for more!!
wahahaha!!

byebye
ambitious day

Sunday, May 25, 2008

Stay

hi im back.
i just finished watch another episode of gossip girl
and i heard this song, stay by lisa loeb. love it.
gossip girl is realli good. haha but sex and e city is better haha

ok. i think about wat i did for 5 mins before blogging..
anyway.. let me see.. oh. i dye my hair. pink beige. sound scary? haha
anyway. i already dye. it looks ok. =] anyway i was busy with my project.. drawing section and stuff and i relax during weekend with my family. bought a skirt that cost $99.9 damn it. i know. im crazy. im guilty ok?
but my mother won it back. haha from mahjong. so im fine now.
haha. OMG. I HAVENT MADE PROGRESS.
i mean i did wat i suppose to do.. do my work and stuff..
but i didnt do extra.
damn it.
i need to plan again.

anyway today i walk around westmall to shop around while skye is busy doing her work.
there is this lady introducing me about this face product.
and i told her that i already went to see doctor.. and she is like. actually doctor is not realli good and..blah blah blah..
and i suddenly realise that this world is so contraditing
i mean when u do this people will say this is bad..and that is better.
but once you go and do e better one.. they will say this is bad. that is better.
i mean.. this is non stop man.
maybe you got to make your own choice.

ya.
i should make my own choice. not listening to others.
i made mistake in e past about listening to people and not judging the person myself.
sigh. yar.
but people will talk talk talk critise CRITISE AND CRITISE all when you make e choice.
i guess you just have to stand strong then.

and know what you are doing.
ya.

anyway there is nothing much about me this week.
oh ya.
i must thanks a person this week.
Jonathan. he save my life
haha me help me dl photoshop, which i urgently need it.
haha THANKS!

OH YA.
there another important stuff.
i passed my basic theory test. once.
hahaha im realli gald. i feel realli good. haha
=]
anyway go check out the song.
Stay- Lisa Loeb.
its realli nice.
gonna sleep. thanks for reading.

byebye
normal, gladful day.

Monday, May 19, 2008

Read e Ingredients!

i m a loser. damn it
i suppose to work on my design on plan. but i only thought of two designs which dont realli work.
shit.
i couldnt think of any design. *i know is an excuse. damn.
and i watch sex and e city again. damn.
ok im gonna concentrate doing after this blog.

just as i m going to settle down and concentrate doing my work after watching sex and e city..
i took sour cream & onion lays chips. i know SIN!!
haha but watever. it says made with 100% real sour cream..
but when i look into e ingredients section.. it say:
etc etc..Less than 2% of the following: mono-diglycerides,suger,salt,dextrose, etc etc, corn starch, SOUR CREAM.
wth right?
haha watever.

shit. my aunt just called and ask me to go down to her place for dinner. and i have no time to do my design. shit. hahahah
watever. im gonna do it after im back.

thats all for now.
byebye!
sneaky day

Thursday, May 15, 2008

Useless Me

i got scolded from my brother yesterday.
for not working hard in my study.
i lied about my result to him..i said i got 2.7 *actually it was even lower.
anyway
he say
'' wth. and you still can sit here and watch tv all!''
''you wan to get a normal, average result is it?!''
''then next time you get a normal job and everyday earn that normal,average salary isit!?''
''and then everyday save like $100 each day.. and you cannot even afford ur own hs is it?!''
i was like thinking..of course not..

he continue lecturing me
'' you should be scoring at ur course!''
then i went back to my room and read my storybook.
super depressed.

on top of that. he had e quality to scold me.
my brother was a slacker until sec 3.
then he started working hard and become e top scorer in e school.
then he went to HCJC and again always get the top 10 or top 5 in class.
he was also very good in sports in school and outside
he joined triathlon and win something.
he is very good at swimming so he teach rich kids how to swim and earn like $80 EACH lesson
then he went to NUS and study i dont know.. something to do with money.
his part time job was working in banks. unlike me.
when he is in army he become a commando.
after army he look for jobs and he change a few job in 1 yr
every job he change is higher salary then e previous one
he is good right?
sigh.

from young i was taught not to be just a average normal girl that get a normal salary.
hai.. i know.. of course i dont wan that to happen.
thats why to me money is everything. relationship and everything cant make you something.
money money money!!
I WANNA EARN ALOT OF MONEY AND THROW ON MY BROTHER FACE
i gonna stick to my aim.

idiot.
i had second thoughts on my aim actually.
about studying stock market and shares after poly.
and then be a broker or invest on shares.
fast money. of course,
i know this can earn and also lose alot of money.
i mean everything you do have risk.

the bottom line is..
if you wanna do anything.
either you be e best in it..
or else dont do it.

hai. i really wanna show my family that im something.

im going to study hard now!
going back to discussion time..
byebye
=)
motivated day

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

A Fruity Day

hello everybody!
haha
in e morning i was late again for school as usual..
we had a talk from npark. quite boring but its quite useful
then we went back to class and we had group discussion again.
although there is alot of arguments but from the arguments we had solution.

after school i ask e yaya sister to accompany for a while coz my yoga lesson start at 7pm.
and i had to treat them fries from mac. idiot.
all bitches. haha
but we are going SHOPPING tml after school. yea!!
but shit..im going to be broke again. sigh.

during yoga its also very fruitful coz its only me and my cousin so e instructor concentrate on us.
therefore we got every positions right. haha

ITS INDEED A FRUITFUL DAY!
hahaha
my friend reminded me of this word. lol

there is gems tml. till this date, i only went for gems twice. haha but my attendances is full
thanks to my dearest girlfriends. hahaha muacks!

byebye!
super happi day :D

Monday, May 12, 2008

Love Actually

HI! :)
haha.
i just finished watching 'Love Actually' from web.
omg. its so sweet. haha =)
although its weird to watch now. but i just feel like watching it.
aww..so sweet.
haha

and i just did something realli stupid while watching the movie.
sigh. i shouldnt have say that. shit. zzz
damn it. now i have to think of how to face him for e rest of e yr.
zz. watever.zzz

so..im suppose to do my homework which is to sketch the underpass thing. but i havent. im gonna do it right after i finish blogging. haha
its a crazy day today. keep laughing from start till end of lesson. haha
love it!.

and today i thought i saw him at the school busstop. i almost freak out.
i wanted to turn and walk another way.. but..when i take a second look. it not him.
phew. i dont know wat im scare of realli.
no, i know.
i lose in this relationship.
now that i got this pimple face. he must be thinking lucky we broke up early.
WATEVER. fark it.

anyway yoga tml. not realli excited.
but i still have like 15 lessons to go.
god.

school at 10am tml. =)
i have a feeling i will be taking cab again. sigh.

anyway cant wait to see my friends.
i miss fishing. i guess i need to organise a another fishing outing! haha

byebye!
a balanced day -.-

Saturday, May 10, 2008

THE NEW ME

Im BACK! for good
im a changed girl now. haha

watever. haha

im gonna blog my every step towards my rich girl dream.
hoho~. u may find it lame.
but at least this will keep my determination going. haha

tml is mother's day. so my family went out to The Cathay to have dinner to celebrate mother's day in advance.
after dinner me and my mum went to fetch my dad.

on e way there, i ask her about going oversea to study after poly..
she disagree.
im sad
*emo
i think she is worried.
and i think she thinks i will give up half way. watever
never mind.
i got a new aims.

1. Get a good good result in LA (landscape architecture)
2. Get a part-time job
3. Work at a good company for 2yrs or more.
4. Then decide on whether to further study.. or work till i have enough capital..
5. To open my very own cafe! and more and more cafessss!!


thats my aim for now. i hope it will come true. haha
watever it is..
DETERMINATION IS EVERYTHING.
this blog will keep reminding of my goals.

i will not think of having a bf anymore.
plus with my pimple face. i give up.
haha.
i just wanna be rich and sucessful.
family and friends are enough for me. :)
RICH RICH RICH.
MONEY MONEY MONEY.
hohoho!.

oh ya. i just finished my presentation and it went well for my team. the environment team!
haha
thxs to siti. she did a great job. :)
it a good start for everything else. hahaha.
cheers!
tml mahjong with my aunties. say im old and boring. i dont care.
they are realli cool. haha

byebye!

cheers
happi day.