TIRED OF EVERYTHING

im on diet.
im so sick of FRUITS, PLAIN SOUP, WATER, MILK, YOGURT.
emotions is taking over me.


hate school.
hate project.
hate to stop myself from going out because of project.
hate to force myself to do project.
hate to wake up early for project.

hate to have flu.
hate to have cough.
hate to have period.

hate to be hungry.
hate to smell sweets stuff.
hate to see people eat.
hate to work out.

hate to transfer from mrt to bus or bus to mrt. or bus to bus.
hate to pay when taking cab.
hate to stuck in heavy rain n cab is no where to be found.

hate it that e oct mth is not over yet.
hate it when there is more receipt than money in my wallet.
hate some of my friends that cares about themselves.

hate it when e library's aircon is so cold.
hate it when i smell smoker's toxic air.

hate it rain when im playing tennis with my friends.
hate wet shoes.
hate e management office for not unlocking e tennis court when i need to use.
hate community center for not having online booking for badminton court.

lol.
thats about it.
feels good.
haha.

byebye
sick day.

Wake me up

hihi.

this few days im so lazy in school.
i drag myself almost everyday to school.
realli hate going to school now.
i guess wat siti say is right.. sch holiday should be longer..
so long that we r sick of it.. n want to go school n study.
then we will produce good work.
but i guess life is too short for us to waste time like that.
sigh.
struggling to force myself to do my project. seriously.
haha

last weekend was quite fun.
friday i played badminton with my cousins n my brother.
play till i got muscle cramSsss all over... :( zzz

sat i went to meet up with skye in e evening at west coast park to catch up.
nice weather.. :) wanted to do our project,
but in e end..we were shopping for online clothes..
haha but i enjoyed myself..
but i think i will die when i know how much i spent in e online shop. i think over $150 already.
shit man. im so gonna be dead.

then sunday is about me n linna.
aww..haha..
she pick me up n we went far east to shop for HER clothes.
it was a torture.. because i didnt buy due to e online shopping i did e day before. sigh.
after that we had lunch n continue to shop.. we were at fareast e whole day..zzzzz
im feel sad for e guys that need to accompany their gf to shop for clothes.
i totally understand how you feel. lol.
GIRLS STOP ASKING UR BF TO SHOP WITH YOU! GIVE HIM A BREAK!
hahaha..
anyways wanted to catch a movie but too late, n there is not much movie to watch too.
so after that we went to play badminton at bt timah cc. near my hs.
super funny. we couldnt stop laughing during e game, then very xing ku when playing..
haha. realli funny then took pictures too.
then we chill at e hawker centre nearby waiting for her bf's call.
chit chat..laugh..gossip...haha. =p

n today...MONDAY BLUES..
zzzzzzzzzz

hope tml will be a better day.
thats all i guess. i will upload e photos of me n linna soon!
stay tune!
haha.

i have alot of flaws.
my low self esteem is taking over me again..
just hoping time can heal everything.

byebye
lazy day

Nothing Last Forever

Hello!
hmm. very tired this week!!
was sick. had flu and sore throat.
All because of the IMH JOB!!.
haha i helped my friend in a event that she is working on..
she needs help, so me and yongliang went to help her.
SAI GANG all e way.. preparing e food..paste papers...bring boxes of water here and there..
prepare rooms..on top of that..we are in high heels..
omg..blister all e way..
FAINT!
perspire every single day..every single min. haha
but it was fun working together with ur friends.
haha we laughed alot. enjoyed it!!

IMH wasnt that bad..sometime they will approach u..wanna shake hand with u n stuff..
but i think is ok la.. just abit scary.
hahaha.
and we had promised linna to help her on a event that is this coming sun and mon too.
so i will need to skip sch on e first day!.
never mind. i predict there will be drama on teachers..
i dont wanna see drama too. Sick of it.

hmm.. this holiday was useless..did nothing productive.
but very fun.. i went prawning..celebrate my birthday..F1 race..work..shop..went dinner with my family.. aww..
i had enough fun. so im gonna work hard for e next project.
hahaa YooHoo..~!!

im not sure of wat im doing now..
im afraid of wat people will think..
i guess i will wait a little longer..
and get more confident..
before i move on..

people change.. people gets bored of old stuff..
thats just the way it goes..
it's e end and so get over it.
we shall cherish the people and things around us..
before it leave us again...

byebye
sleepy day

CRAZY NIGHT

omgomgomgomg!!
i went dbl O on tue.
it was fun..
drank alot..
super high..
play games..
and....
and...
one more thing..
that im not gonna tell u ...
haha!!
but i enjoy myself with my gfs celebrating with me. im realli happi
:D

is my first time being drunk.
and is not as bad as i think it would be.
at least im not like stacy. haha!!
ping ping pong pong. :x

being drunk is like..
u know wat u doing somehow..
and you know wat is happening..
but everything is moving..
like..side to side. LOL
AND IT GIVES U HEADACHE.
then u dont have strength!? haha
to walk properly..
but i just know that i can forget everything like being awkward and stuff..
and just enjoy myself.
thats y im so high.
but i remember i play pool before we left. haha! :)
i was ok when we were leaving but when i got home on my bed i cant sleep at all,
i dont really remember how i feel
but all i know is.. i roll back n fore on my bed i just keep rolling.
i think i feel realli uncomfortable.
hope someone is there to accompany me. but is ok.
i still get to sleep in e end like 8 plus?

BUT!!
after that day when i realli wake up n think about it.
i can see flashes of ugly side of me in e club in my mind.
O.M.G
faint.
n some of my pictures they took
OMG. FAINT.
DAMN UGLY TO E MAX!!.
hahahaha.
OMG.
i dont know wat to say other than OMG..
hahah.
i will never let it happen again.
faint.

i just wishes i can forget about this quickly, and only remember e good stuff.
haha!.
but i realli thanks my gfs who is there for me when im tipsy and celebrate with me..
even though some of them had some problem at home and their bf and stuff....lol
thanks a million!
and some of e guys that help me to be conscious again!
LOL

overall i had fun. :)
thanks ppl.
love u lots!
cheers!

suppose to celebrate my birthday with my sec sch friends but..
i dont know all of them is busy and all other excuse.
i dont know wat to say. forget it.

byebye
suppressing day