Useless Me

i got scolded from my brother yesterday.
for not working hard in my study.
i lied about my result to him..i said i got 2.7 *actually it was even lower.
anyway
he say
'' wth. and you still can sit here and watch tv all!''
''you wan to get a normal, average result is it?!''
''then next time you get a normal job and everyday earn that normal,average salary isit!?''
''and then everyday save like $100 each day.. and you cannot even afford ur own hs is it?!''
i was like thinking..of course not..

he continue lecturing me
'' you should be scoring at ur course!''
then i went back to my room and read my storybook.
super depressed.

on top of that. he had e quality to scold me.
my brother was a slacker until sec 3.
then he started working hard and become e top scorer in e school.
then he went to HCJC and again always get the top 10 or top 5 in class.
he was also very good in sports in school and outside
he joined triathlon and win something.
he is very good at swimming so he teach rich kids how to swim and earn like $80 EACH lesson
then he went to NUS and study i dont know.. something to do with money.
his part time job was working in banks. unlike me.
when he is in army he become a commando.
after army he look for jobs and he change a few job in 1 yr
every job he change is higher salary then e previous one
he is good right?
sigh.

from young i was taught not to be just a average normal girl that get a normal salary.
hai.. i know.. of course i dont wan that to happen.
thats why to me money is everything. relationship and everything cant make you something.
money money money!!
I WANNA EARN ALOT OF MONEY AND THROW ON MY BROTHER FACE
i gonna stick to my aim.

idiot.
i had second thoughts on my aim actually.
about studying stock market and shares after poly.
and then be a broker or invest on shares.
fast money. of course,
i know this can earn and also lose alot of money.
i mean everything you do have risk.

the bottom line is..
if you wanna do anything.
either you be e best in it..
or else dont do it.

hai. i really wanna show my family that im something.

im going to study hard now!
going back to discussion time..
byebye
=)
motivated day