back from aust!

hello!! im back from aust!!
its been a long long long long time since i blog.
hahaha. i was working all e way at a sales company called Appeco.
in the credit divison under HSBC.
HAD LOTS OF FUN. DOING GREAT IN E COMPANY.
cant wait to climb to e top. ;)

looking for a full time job with career prospect? i can arrange something for u!
anyways put this aside.

focus of e day:
i just came back from holiday!!
went melbourne and gold coast for 10DAYS
pay 1000 for e flight and etc. and spent around 1000 on SHOPPING.
had a great time. it was cold there!! but i enjoyed it. HAHA.
eat alot!! shop even more!! and get to know and see alot of stuff. love the place!!
LOVE E JUNK FOOD in mel. fries, donuts, churro and alot more.
LOVE E STREETS in mel. crowds with lot of nice handsome and pretty ppl. LOL
LOVE MY HOTEL ROOM in goldcoast. OMG!! OCEAN VIEW!! million dollar view. serious.
i miss it so much. :( gonna go there again.

Next destination i wan to go to : Mexico Cabo or Paris :))
Date: End of the yr.
wanna come with me?
LETS SAVE UP!! yooohooo!! :)))

byebye!!

Live ur life to e fullest :)

read a email about a girl who is e same age as us..and past away due to some terminal disease..and i saw this..

Life is short
Break the rules
Forgive quickly
Kiss passionately
Love truly
Laugh constantly
And never stop smiling
No matter how strange life is..
Life is not always the party we expected to be..
but as long as we are here, we should smile and be grateful.

i shall try to be as optimistic girl and live my life to e fullest. :))
shall treasure my friends and family and hope to meet new ppl.
haha

cant wait for june!
im comfirm going australia, melbourne and gold coast for holiday.
although im jobless.. LOL.. but im kinda having fun.. opps.
going for my practical driving lesson tml.. EXCITED!

byebye
excited day

:)

hello! its been quite awhile since a blog.
so here it is..
this week: NOTHING PRODUCTIVE.
sad. haha. but was having fun wih my gfs :)

went to help out in a 3days event at suntec. get to know some nice people :)
e interview i went for didnt reply. :(
i guess my age and working experience didnt meet e requirement.
never mind.. i shall try harder.

went powerhs yesterday.
did some crazy stuff.
feels kinda good. but not gonna do it again..haha
not healthy. :x
took some unglam pics.
hahaa overall it was fun.

feel so useless at home.

i guess tml i should start..
-call british council to make arrangement for e test..
-send out 5 more resume. LOL
-pay my library fines.. -.- cost me like $120
-view some schools and apply
-book my practical test
-call my driving instructor

if i cant find e job i wan at the end of april..
i think im gonna study then. :( dont know wat to study though.
zzzz

headache.

byebye
lazy day

Gonna be a new week :)

hello!
this weekdays is a little gloomy and emo.
so i have been slacking and rotting away
but im not gonna let it go on..
tml will be a new week!! :)))

on top of all e emo-ness..
i still went out with my gfs. haha!!
this whole weekend is all about my gfs!!
on THUR night i went out with joycelyn and siti to vivo..
i bought a pair of jeans only. so sad :(
not satisfied at all..
so..

on FRI we went to salvation army in e evening near railway mall to shop for second hand clothes.
all of us went there to dig out treasure. LOL
although e outlook of e place is a little disappointing...
but there are realli cheap blazer, costume and sports equipment..
its realli fun! we tried all e shoes and ransack the whole bag area. HAHA!
and when we went to e counter to pay, we heard one of e worker there complaining on how messy the area was. LOL. opps. sorry!
after that we went coffee bean to chill. nice day!

on SAT meet up with joycelyn and siti again to SIMglobal open hs and try to know more about e course we are interested in.
i was interested in Bachelor of Arts in international hotel and tourism managment.
the course only consist of 3 sems. each sem 6mths
sem 1 is completed in SIM
sem 2 is held in switzerland
and final sem is intern at switzerland or US.
sounds cool right? haha need to learn german and french.
im realli interested but see how it goes. im aiming for e jan intake next yr :))

after that joycelyn went for her dnd and me and siti went to see e exhibition held by SP in marina square where some of our classmate is involve in it.
citymrt is super crowded then i realise there is IT fair in suntec. zzzzz
anyways we saw some really creative and interesting project but we didnt stay for long..
hate crowds. so we went singapore flyer to hangout.

we were so lucky! there is a youth concert thing going on so we join in e fun.
got high at some point.LOL i think its only us having fun. e rest of e audience are quite dead. haha!
after e concert we decided to go esplanade. AND THERE IS MOSAIC (e music festival)performance at e outdoor theatre!!
super happy! we join e in crowd
e band performing is called The Phunk Mob
E BAND IS SUPERB!!! especially e drummer John Ashley Thomas and TK on the keys
damn charming. they are realli good!!! faint.
hahaha i realli enjoyed myself that day :)) LOVE IT!

and today i went to my lecturer wedding near tanah merah. me and my friends were alittle out of place.. coz we dont realli know wat to do.
haha but we manage to get seats and e food was good.
went siti hs after that to rot and catch a movie. haha
nice ending to e emo week.. glad that i spent my weekends with my gfs. hearts. :)

byebye!
joyful day

HELLO PEOPLE!

haha. im so happy! =]

there are so much things going this week..not gonna list out all.

later u will end up sleeping..

there are three most happening things this week.haha

TOP THREE CHART

3) i went for interview for the swissotel!

i dont know whether i will get it or not.. lets hope for the best!!

i was nervous during the interview but it was so much better compare to the SIA interview.

haha!

2) i found a fishing spot yesterday!!! at my aunt's club.

omg. SUPER NICE!

good view..comfortable seats...nice weather..good service..and most importantly

alot of fishes!! i was really luckily i caught 6 red snapper and 2 stupid little eels. haha

total we caught around 15 red snapper 2 eels and 3 mud skippers

really had alot of fun. :) really brighten my day!!

and im going later tonight too!! addicted already. hahaha.

although i have two blue black while struggling to reel up the fish. lol

:))))))) contented.

1) OMG. where should i start? haha. ok.. i went Sungei Buloh Wetland Reserve that day with michele to do some research.

a beautiful day turns to a long and scary day...

we explore the whole wetland just e two of us..

starting of the exploration was ok. we spot alot of weird creatures and birds. haha.

and the scenery was fantastic..its a natural setting that you wont believe u r in singapore.

hahaha exaggerating? check out urself!! :)

anyways as we were walking into the park we have attracted tons of mosis. (mosquitoes)

each of us have like 10 mosis following us. LOL

anyways as we walk further.. the place became really quiet..
and as we were walking pass a pond..out of sudden, something jump up n coz a big splash on the water. BOTH OF US FREAK OUT!! omg. i totally freak out!!

thats not e end. its e beginning of the crazy day..

after that crazy water creature..we continue to walk further in and suddenly we saw this 2-3m CRAZY monitor lizard trying super hard to escape through the fence. and we had to walk pass that crazy creature. lucky he or she is smart enough to know that is impossible and decide to give up and walk off. i freak out even more to see that super big lizard..

anyways here comes the climax.

as we are walking..WE REALISE WE ARE LOST.
but we just continue walking till we are at the back of some sheltered place that is fenced up.

no idea where we were.. but we felt relieve at least we were out of the 'jungle'..
BUT WE ARE WRONG!!!

as we were walking beside the fences.. SUDDENLY ONE GERMAN SHEPHERD POUND ON TO THE FENCE BARKING SUPER LOUDLY AT US!! TRYING TO BREAK THE FENCE!!

was worst is... THE FENCE IS HALF WEAR DOWN!!

and...that crazy dog bark so loudly till.. THERE ARE THREE MORE GERMAN SHEPHERD RUNNING FORWARD TO US!!. SHIT!!!! total 4 huge G.S.

im scare of dogs.. i think my face turn white. my legs went weak. seriously LOL

michele totally freak out too, although she has a dog herself.
so you can imagine how not friendly the dogs were.
we turn back and walk the other way out.. holding on to each other. LOL

we are so afraid the dogs will break through the fences!! and come chasing after us!!

but luckly it didnt..
OMG. FAINT.

wat a tiring day. i guess that would be my last time going there.. LOL

you should go visit that place.

thats the highlight for the week. haha. sorry alittle long. :)

byebye

excited day

Wanted: Sony Ericsson Charger

faint.
my charger went missing. it disappear. seriously.
searched high and low in e morning. no where to be found.
what a start to a day. -.-
my hp battery life span is deteriorating...
so sad.
it will be dead by tml.
sigh. watever.

going to some ulu park tml with michele to research on some stuff
i dont know wat time it will end.
maybe mahjong with violet they all at night. not comfirm yet.
happy :)
hhahaha
went mahjong yesterday with them.
had a great time. laugh alot during mahjong
get to know xiao hei and xiao bai. LOL.
anyways after mahjong, three of us order mac and gossip throughout the night till 7am.
hahaha. Super updated now.
stacy went crazy gossiping. role playing and all. LOL
found out some things that is kinda sad to hear.
hai..i learn again to not judge the book by its cover..
hahaa. but was nice meet up with them :)

oh e lady i told u about reply me!! gonna go for interview on thur,noon.
wish me luck :)

nothing much i think. hope u r doing well. haha

blur. :)

byebye
hungry day

Ideassssss

:))) hi!
do u like e song? hahaha
crazy over this song for e past few days..
e lyrics is so fairytale.. hahaha. romeo and juliet.
not really a fan of hers, but this song is good :))
Taylor Swift - Love Story

i blog so much this few days.. haha
becoz...IM TOO FREE. oh no..
haha.

today is a productive/ FRUITFUL day. lol
met michele and laugh alot during discussion.
coz we come out with crazy and stupid ideas for e competition. hahaha!
thinking back makes me laugh. happy :))))
kinda of excited for the competition. hope we will win!!
$$$$10,000 <- Top first
hahahaha. lets all pray. haha

oh ya. i called e lady i got to know from SIA, who do events at swiss hotel today.
im glad she still remember me, haha anyway she is a really friendly lady..omg.
i ask her whether there are any opening for interview or job opportunity and to inform me if there is any. and she told me to send in my resume to her and she will help me asked. so nice right?!
i wanna be like her next time. help people willing. hahaha

anyway looks like everything is going smoothly :)

OH NO. THERE IS ONE THING..
i mistaken e date for my appointment in nsc. AGAIN.
omg.. wats e problem with me?!!.. should be next friday and i went today.
and i rush there like hell!! spend like $20 plus for e cab fare
just to know that i got date mixed up. faint
i did e same thing for my advance test too. zzzz
serious problem..
getting....OLD!! haha.

hope u r doing well! :))))

i still dont know wat happen.
i dont wanna be played for a fool.
im disappointed. e horoscope is right..
the end.

bye bye
fruitful day

half dead

the weather is crazy.
its hot then its cold.
then it makes me sick.

went sch early this morning to meet ken.
and he oveslept!! zzz
and he was late 2hrs. made me rot in library. zzz
haha. had cold this morning. felt terrible.
got worst during afternoon.
really wanna go home but i felt bad coz we were suppose to do our freelance stuff.
so i stay and continue with my autocad. every sec is a torture!
the tap is on. lol
then it got worst when we walk in the rain to e foodcourt to grab some food.
LOL
but managed to hold on till 5pm
i called my mum to fetch me and i knockoff straight away.

meeting michele tml.
hope my brain will be flooded with ideas! with e help of starbuck coffee
hahaha :)
my brother keep nagging me on whether i found a job or not..
im freaking out. trying to avoid him at home.. lol
hope to get a job soon!!

i dont know what the hell happen

byebye
dreadful day

he's not that into you

hello! :)
just came back from town. tired.
but decided to blog coz there is so much things in my head right now.
went to watch he's not that into you. is a really nice show.
u should watch it!! really funny
but i think girls will enjoy the show more. haha.

the things mention in e show is kinda true though.
how girls assume things and try to gets 'signs' from the other guy
and then twist everything around to make something up. when it's not true. so sad.
however every girl in the show gets a good ending. :)

one of the guy in e show said something about..
if a guy is really interested in you, he will mean wat he say.
if he said he will call u, he will
and if he said wanna see u again, he will do anything to meet u.
so if he doesnt really do it, maybe he's not that into you..
i guess is true.. :(
so GIRLS!! dont think and assume things!! hahaha
this makes me reflect abit on myself on how i reacted to stuff.. LOL
and with my friend helping me to analyze alittle..
maybe he is really not that into me...hmm.. LOL
never mind.
im kinda sick of the word 'maybe' coming out of my mouth.
maybe he is busy...maybe he is tired..maybe he met someone..maybe..this..maybe that..
In conclusion, u shouldnt say things that u dont actually mean it. it gives false hopes.

hahaha. lets not go too far.

i shall concentrate more on other stuff then..
alright..im tired. meeting kenneth in sch tml for e freelance thing.
hope we will finish everything tml.
hope ur day went well. :)

byebye
confused day

Time Flies.

all alone at home, nothing to do..
decided to look at some of the pictures i took in e past.
omg. time flies. and how me and my friends around me have evolved.
wow..scary..haha.
there are always some good and bad memories...
some u just wanna delete and forget
and some u wish u could go back in time..

saw my first diving pictures, reminded me of how i know violet, terrance, weihang, jonathan and lots more..
then going to e second and third diving trips..where more and more people disappear..haha!
and how i got disappeared too. LOL
then slowly getting to know violet's friends..stacy,apple,celeste and alot more..and went to the sea with them, my first time underage clubbing with them. haha super fun.
slowly i get to know more and more friends..
wow.. hahaha nice.

and my poly friends. i have alot of friends i know through camps and outings.. but they come and go..
im so lucky to found some true good friends who have stay with me throughout the 3yrs :)
now that im graduating, it's so sad..
coz i wouldnt need to go school
there is no more"base camp" as wat michele said haha
and so i wouldnt be able to see them everyday.
although we can always call and meet up
but as we moved on we get more and more busy..
we will not be able to see each other as often. :(
so sad. emo. lol

but watever it is and how sad i m,
all of us have to move on.
watever happens it is important to keep in touch
at least u know who u can depend on,
and who will always be there watever happens. :)
Cant wait to venture! gonna be some exciting things and drama outside!!!hahah.
and all of us get to know more friends and enemies lol.

Its nice to look back what i had been doing these years.
u should pause for a sec.
It makes u treasure and appreciate ur friends even more. :)
haha

alright i better continue with my resume..
i know...
im taking forever to finish it.
LOL

byebye!
reminisce day

happy mode

hey hey.
today i can finally relax and sleep late.
this post is especially difficult to type! i dont know y..lol
i redo it like two times. anyways lets try it again..

there are so many things going on last week!
i went out with my girlfriends to town to chill, fishing with my polymates, picnic with my family, movies with gfs again and dinner with one of my friend ;)
so tired but i had a great time.

when fishing at pasir ris on last friday. we pay for 120 plus from 7am to 7pm. and we only caught ONE fish.. -.- but we had fun, play cards and stuff. haha. get to know some uncles. LOL. and he gave us four pomfrets. haha at least we brought something back home. yea!
i freaked out after fishing coz i had sunburn and flu, and i was going out to dinner e next day.
not wise. but lucky it settled down the next day. :)
haha

then...it's... VALENTINE DAY!!
i promised my cousins to go for picnic. wanted to cancel coz i was super tired but thought of their disappointed faces i decided to climb out from my bed at 8am in e morning on a SAT! and get prepared. omg. torturing.
no one prepared food. -.-
so i quickly head down to holland.v to meet my other cousin and we went to grab some sandwiches, subway cookies, chips etc. then i went to my little cousins hs to pick them up.
while waiting for them my aunts and everyone decide to join us. YEA! the more e merrier. haha and they steam some flower crabs and brought it along.
weird right? crab for picnic?
but that's just my family hahaha :)
we head down to botanic garden and get settled down at some spot near the swam lake and we had a great time. e weather was really good. but there were like five couples around us.. but..
we dont care!! hahaha

i quickly head home coz im meeting my date at around 7. :D
i was quite nervous. :x but it went well..i think. haha
had dinner at some place i had never been before.
the place is really cozy had lot of posters, ornaments and flags of..beer? haha. really nice place. e serving is really big. cant finished mine. both of us were stuffed. haha.
then decide to go to some place near my area to hang out, went railway mall for a drink. hmm.. although there were some silence moments here and there. lol but still get to know each other alittle better. :)
after awhile.. some lobster gets into stoning mode. LOL
hahaha
overall, i had fun. didnt regret going out but was guilty though. :p

just got back my two test paper yesterday. i got an A :))) haha. but the other paper i only got 67. but e highest score was 70. so i guess its not bad?
gonna book my NSC appointment today and start my resume!!
thats all!

hope u ppl had fun on ur Vday!!
if u do,then i shall hope that ur 2010's Vday will be the same as who u had this yr. hahaha

byebye
happy mode.

Sleepy...

hello!
im feeling so lazy now. do u have moments like this? HAHA
but wat is worst is...i have test tml!! nothing can get into my brain. omg.
DIE.
i keep sleeping and waking up and sleep again. and e cycle goes on....
and my eyelid is getting heavy again now.. OMG!! wat happen to me!! faint.

anyways i had difficulties waking up this morning and i m late in meeting my friends.
when i reached e busstop, i saw this uncle that have a injured and infected legs? pretty bad.
then he starts telling me how he get this injury, after that he asked me where m i going..where m i studying..then how many brothers i got.. and i got alittle uncomfortable..
then he starts to say he wanted to go changi hospital from my area.*weird*
he always takes e cab but thiss time he doesnt have enough money, his whoever family member didnt give him enough.. and stuff like that.. i feel bad for him.. but i dont realli trust him.. then he ask me whether i have money to give him. but i didnt havent enough money myself and is definitely not enough to go changi. i feel realli bad..
then i started to ask him whether he wanna take bus, then i can pay for him..or whether he wanna call his family member to pick him or something.. after that e bus came but he say is ok. and i went up e bus.
i felt SO SO SO SO guilty in e bus. keep thinking about e uncle.
i told my friends about it and they said, lucky i didnt give him. but im not sure about that.. still feeling bad though.
:(

then when i reached there, i couldn't concentrate and i end up going back home. zzzz lazy day for me.

going for check up tml. im scare. hope nothing is wrong with me.
omg. there is like a hundred and one things needed to be done before this weekend. zzz
thats all i guess. better get back to my lecture notes.. :(

can't wait :)

byebye
restless day

All Plan Out

Hey! havent been blogging for awhile.
i was crazy doing my project and finally it ended yesterday!
im realli happy right now!!
but i have two more exams next week. but i will relax awhile now. :)

i went shopping today!! feels realli good right now. HAHAHA.
going fishing this friday with my poly friends cant wait!.

omg. i cant believe im graduating this mth. im a little scare and excited! haha
im gonna start doing my resume and sent out as fast as i can. haha. i dont wanna be jobless after poly. im so gonna miss my friends. not be able to see them every weekday would be so sad. :(

after poly im gonna work for 1yr or so, then decide on wat i realli interested in. cant really decide between events and landscape archi. so after poly im gonna try some event company hopefully everything gonna work and i can experience somethings from there.
if i really hate it, i would go study LA. but if i enjoy working in events i will get a degree on that. so im not realli sure wat would i like to do. but i hope it will work out fine. :)

hope u r doing fine too, coz im alittle freak out now. hahaha.

nothing much realli happen recently coz im so busy with project. oh cny, it was realli bad. coz i was rushing on my project. didnt realli enjoy much, i did gamble but luck is not on my side. :(
thats all i guess.
i cant wait for e future!

Are we on e same page?

byebye
contented day

HAPPY NEW YR!

hey people! haha first of all wishing all of u a very very very happy new yr. :)
no matter wat zodiac u r, it doesnt matter all of u will have good luck! haha hope u guys can get into the job and course u wan!!! CHEERS!

this yr i got quite alot of angbao but is not a realli good yr. one of my relative past away and another is in hospital, so we couldnt say things like happy new yr n stuff. so sad. life is so fragile, last yr they are still smiling happily to us, giving us angbao and now.. hai. thats life i guess. :(

i did gamble but i didnt win much this yr. hahaa. is ok. i had fun :) on top of all e celebration there is this HUGE ROCK ON MY BACK- PROJECT SUBMISSION ON 2FEB.
faint.
whenever i thought about it, my stomach feels sick. haaha. but watever it is, im gonna try my best and finished up e work. im at starbuck now. SO SAD. but im going for dinner later at dempsey, better hurry up!!

alrighty thats all for now!!
once again.. HAPPY NEW YR! :D

bye bye
half-hearted day

HAPPY EVERYDAY

hello!! im back.
back from e holidays and all e parties!!!
hahaha.

i went vietnam! had fun! spend time with my family and experience different culture and learn more about e historic stories from vietnam. really cool. :)
and e crowd there is crazy!!!! coz its christmas and in addition, they won singapore in soccer. so the crowds is crazy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! seriously!
i had phobia crossing e road but is phobia is over. LOL.
I HAD TO FORCE MY WAY THROUGH THE THOUSANDS AND THOUSANDS OF MOTOR BIC. AND CARS. faint.
but i did it and im back! haha for e better!!

then when im back is all about parties. haha.
i organise my class xmas chalet party..and is crazy again!!. lol
i hope everyone had fun..coz i did. haha. ALOTS OF BOOST!
lol. i was drunk too early. lol. we decorated e place..there was food..boost..handsome and pretty girls.. everyone brought a present lol.. is was really fun.
it was our first gathering? ya.. so sad right? haha but im glad we had this party, bring us closer together! :)

then the next day i went to violet's party haha. at some pubs. last min changes i think.. im not sure y..but it was not bad.. haha more boost, poppers,christmas hat, hokkaine songs? LOL
we were at e pub my course mate use to work in!! but she quit and join another pub. but it was so coincident right?! of all e pubs.. haha.
but after that im went home, and e rest went for supper. i was tired from e party last night. haha.

then on christmas day i celebrated with my family. omg.
home sweet home. is a really lay back classic christmas party.
we had dinner at e balcony with e tv showing our vietnam trip pics.
and christmas songs playing at the background with good food.
and all my cousins and aunties around.
omg. i feel so lucky haha. :)

didnt celebrate with my sec sch friends.. feels weird.. but i guess is their best christmas party without us. HAHA. im glad i had my long lost pri sch friends and poly friends again.

now all e parties is over is time to settle down and continue to study hard!!
hahaha. thats all i guess?
cheers! i hope u enjoyed urself!

byebye!
fresh day

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ART ART n ART

hello!!
its been a long time since i blog.
quite alot of things happen.
first is my project presentation. it goes well for me. :)
now i need to work on n go to e next step. e more detailed design.
which i havent start yet omg. i wasted like more than 3 days already. doing nothing in school.
just going to library to watch movies. LOL
my gfs and i just cannot concentrate doing. sigh.
and this friday i need to come out with my 2000 words essay. which i havent started yet.
omg
i think i need to start writing tml, or else im DEAD.
haha.

recently its been a art inspired period??
haha. last friday, me and michele decide to go SAM(Singapore Art Museum) and red dot.
we went to see e exhibition. e paintings...and the sculptures.
a mixture of feeling when we look at e art pieces..
cool, artistic, expressive, scary, weird, blur, eery, amazed.
haha ya. some artists are really deep. like in their own dream land.
i dont know. very deep. dont understand. LOL
some are realli cool. you realli can understand and feel it.
ya.

and i went to Art Bienalle today with my poly friends.skye kenneth and michele.
we went to e one near city hall.
hmm.. its more of a big scale art exhibition and alot of video installation.
some art pieces are realli cool, like e 3D art where you can see e art pieces moving! but its actually a concave art pieces by itself..but as you move, it can actually see e thing moving.
super cool. haha.
but i dont realli like e video installation. very chim, deep thoughts needed. and some are super emo kind.
ya.

i was depressed actually and felt emo after e whole thing.
but i m better now.
everytime after going through the museum, im always very tired.
i guess you need to use alot of ur brain to think and interperate the drawing.
ya. thats y its very tiring. haha
overall its nice to visit museum, give urself more exposure towards art and make you think more. hahaha
you should go sometime!!

i went east coast park last friday with e same grp of friends
to roller blade, chill, relax and play at e beach.
quite fun. LOL we played games by e beach, run alot and wrestle alot. lol!
cool!! :) love it!

I HATE LEROY, SPOIL MY DAY YESTERDAY. JUST BECAUSE OF MY NICK!.
i just feel that im not e shallow one, but you.
you went to see some music concert doesnt mean you know everything.
and i feel that you, going to that concert has nothing to do with my nick.
AI GONG NAI. plz, dont just shoot at me for nothing.. going to that concert is NOTHING.
dont know wat e fark is wrong with some of e guys nowadays. super AI GONG NAI.
seriously hate them. THINGS THAT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH THEM AND THEY JUST WANNA COMMENT AND DESTROY UR DAY, MAKE YOU EMBARRASSED.
omg. nothing better to do. they should just die and help e world to be a better place.

its a bad ending. but i feel better that i say it out. lol
anyways thats about it.

byebye
guilty day

TIRED OF EVERYTHING

im on diet.
im so sick of FRUITS, PLAIN SOUP, WATER, MILK, YOGURT.
emotions is taking over me.


hate school.
hate project.
hate to stop myself from going out because of project.
hate to force myself to do project.
hate to wake up early for project.

hate to have flu.
hate to have cough.
hate to have period.

hate to be hungry.
hate to smell sweets stuff.
hate to see people eat.
hate to work out.

hate to transfer from mrt to bus or bus to mrt. or bus to bus.
hate to pay when taking cab.
hate to stuck in heavy rain n cab is no where to be found.

hate it that e oct mth is not over yet.
hate it when there is more receipt than money in my wallet.
hate some of my friends that cares about themselves.

hate it when e library's aircon is so cold.
hate it when i smell smoker's toxic air.

hate it rain when im playing tennis with my friends.
hate wet shoes.
hate e management office for not unlocking e tennis court when i need to use.
hate community center for not having online booking for badminton court.

lol.
thats about it.
feels good.
haha.

byebye
sick day.

Wake me up

hihi.

this few days im so lazy in school.
i drag myself almost everyday to school.
realli hate going to school now.
i guess wat siti say is right.. sch holiday should be longer..
so long that we r sick of it.. n want to go school n study.
then we will produce good work.
but i guess life is too short for us to waste time like that.
sigh.
struggling to force myself to do my project. seriously.
haha

last weekend was quite fun.
friday i played badminton with my cousins n my brother.
play till i got muscle cramSsss all over... :( zzz

sat i went to meet up with skye in e evening at west coast park to catch up.
nice weather.. :) wanted to do our project,
but in e end..we were shopping for online clothes..
haha but i enjoyed myself..
but i think i will die when i know how much i spent in e online shop. i think over $150 already.
shit man. im so gonna be dead.

then sunday is about me n linna.
aww..haha..
she pick me up n we went far east to shop for HER clothes.
it was a torture.. because i didnt buy due to e online shopping i did e day before. sigh.
after that we had lunch n continue to shop.. we were at fareast e whole day..zzzzz
im feel sad for e guys that need to accompany their gf to shop for clothes.
i totally understand how you feel. lol.
GIRLS STOP ASKING UR BF TO SHOP WITH YOU! GIVE HIM A BREAK!
hahaha..
anyways wanted to catch a movie but too late, n there is not much movie to watch too.
so after that we went to play badminton at bt timah cc. near my hs.
super funny. we couldnt stop laughing during e game, then very xing ku when playing..
haha. realli funny then took pictures too.
then we chill at e hawker centre nearby waiting for her bf's call.
chit chat..laugh..gossip...haha. =p

n today...MONDAY BLUES..
zzzzzzzzzz

hope tml will be a better day.
thats all i guess. i will upload e photos of me n linna soon!
stay tune!
haha.

i have alot of flaws.
my low self esteem is taking over me again..
just hoping time can heal everything.

byebye
lazy day

Nothing Last Forever

Hello!
hmm. very tired this week!!
was sick. had flu and sore throat.
All because of the IMH JOB!!.
haha i helped my friend in a event that she is working on..
she needs help, so me and yongliang went to help her.
SAI GANG all e way.. preparing e food..paste papers...bring boxes of water here and there..
prepare rooms..on top of that..we are in high heels..
omg..blister all e way..
FAINT!
perspire every single day..every single min. haha
but it was fun working together with ur friends.
haha we laughed alot. enjoyed it!!

IMH wasnt that bad..sometime they will approach u..wanna shake hand with u n stuff..
but i think is ok la.. just abit scary.
hahaha.
and we had promised linna to help her on a event that is this coming sun and mon too.
so i will need to skip sch on e first day!.
never mind. i predict there will be drama on teachers..
i dont wanna see drama too. Sick of it.

hmm.. this holiday was useless..did nothing productive.
but very fun.. i went prawning..celebrate my birthday..F1 race..work..shop..went dinner with my family.. aww..
i had enough fun. so im gonna work hard for e next project.
hahaa YooHoo..~!!

im not sure of wat im doing now..
im afraid of wat people will think..
i guess i will wait a little longer..
and get more confident..
before i move on..

people change.. people gets bored of old stuff..
thats just the way it goes..
it's e end and so get over it.
we shall cherish the people and things around us..
before it leave us again...

byebye
sleepy day